I’m not getting any younger
Yet still filled with this hunger
Building apprehension
Ignoring the weighted of contention
I would never fully rise to be celebrated
There is a better chance I would be humiliated.
Hesitation left an uneasy feeling ,
So many emotions, my heart wheeling
Excuses filled my mind
Any reason not to try, I could find
Throwing caution to the wind
Head first, Jump in , I will begin
My fingers, will hurt, bleed I might cry
Do or die I have to try
I will never be a virtuoso
What does it matter? What do I know?
In comparison My talent minuscule
Is this an exercise in being cruel?
The passion, I see in musician’s eyes
If I possess any at all its lies
it’s delusions of-grandeur
Time will tell this exercise is hell
Defeated before I’ve begun.
So many songs unsung
It’s near the top of my bucket list.
All my life I wished
Something I always wanted to learn
I need to have my turn
Armed with desire
My excitement could get much higher
Pushing all the negativity aside
I am ready for the wild ride
I took time researching;
Brand, quality ease of use
My plan seemed full proof
What instrument do I want to play?
I don’t know what to ask for what to say
Picking perfection with a novice brain
Price point these questions can drive me insane
Stay focused dedication, perseverance
A tutor, mentor, much needed guidance
It’s never too late to try something new
I purchased a new instrument
It sits in the corner,
In a pristine new case
What a waste
Now what
Song inspired;
1) This old guitar
By John Denver
2) Sing a song
By Karen Carpenter
FYI
Every time I get a new instrument a family member wants it So , I give it away.
Then I start this madness again.
Procrastination strikes again
BLT Webster’s Word of the day challenge
1-17-25 apprehension refers to the fear that something bad or unpleasant is going to happen
1-18-25 minuscule is described as something very small in size
1-19-25 Virtuoso a person who does something very skillful often specifically to refer to a skillful musician