Depression is familiar
Allowing me to hide in it's comfort
Escaping reality
Playing a happy pretend
Depression is my friend
Listening my story
Allowing me to wallow in it
Not shaming me for shedding tears
Depression is an old blanket
Keeping me safe in its warmth
Holding on tightly promising not to let go
Not afraid to tell you it's ok
To feel this crap to feel sorry
Depression is back
To remind you how pathetic life is
Showing what I'm worth
Telling me darkness is my only friend
Depression is taking over
Acceptance is welcoming me
To give myself to it's glory
To have a name for how I feel
Depression is facing reality
To need help but where you gonna find it.

Your heart is so pure

I m afraid to look in there

Afraid that if I do

I might find myself there

If I fall further in love

I might loose my head again

I might make the same mistake of

Not being myself again

My heart is so full of love

It hurts not to share it with anyone

I m afraid if I do

I might have it broken by you

If you gonna love me

You have to do it carefully

My heart is fragile you see

It aches to be loved by you

I m Scared that if it's not you

My heart wouldn't know what to do.

Today is the day
I do something which I will regret 
Today is the day
I'm gonna say **** it
I'm gonna live and laugh
Today is the day 
I'm gonna forget
I'm gonna drink too much
Smoke a little ****
Pass out and wake up feeling sick
Today is the day 
 I'm not going to question 
Why does it feel 
To be so hurt
Yet wanting do it all over again 
Today is the day
I ask you for your love
To hear me out
Try to understand 
Today is the day 
I wish you could be me
To see things from my eyes
Put yourself in my place 
As I often do with you
Today is the day 
I let you choose me
To choose us
To give us a chance
To wherever it leads
For however it takes 
Today is the day 
I ask you to be you
To look at me like you used to
To touch me like you did
To smell my skin
To feel my heartbeat 
To see if it's still matching yours
Today is the day 
To act like there is no tomorrow 
To live for now
To laugh and to not care. 
Today is the day 
I ask you to be mine again 
Like you once used to be
To give your everything to me
And to take what's yours
As I wish to be taken
To be made yours
Once and for all
For ever and ever again

When I heard about love
I didn't understand it
How could two entities 
Become one when joined 
When I heard about loving
I thought it was silly
How could one change so much
For another human being
When I heard about love
I didn't believe it
How could an *****
Could have any feelings
Since I  fallen in love
I understood what it means
For two human beings 
Act as one when they were joined
Since I fallen in love
I thought of nothing
But the one I feel loved with
Since I fallen in love
I believed it to be true
The heart that I carry
Have not only a mind
But a soul attached to it
Since I fallen in love with you
I became complete
Found what was missing
To make me whole again.

Loving you
Being scared of losing you
Hearing you talk
Seeing you smile
Having you love me
Admitting your insecurity
The way you see right through me
Looking at me the way only you do
Making me laugh
Letting me cry
Stroking my ego
Echoing my hearts beat
The way you hold me
How I want you to touch me
Making me feel like a woman
Allowing me to behave like a girl
How I love loving you
How I can't stop thinking of you
The way you make me feel
How my lips cry for your taste
My skin feels lonely
My heart becomes cold
I'm insecure too you know
I need to be told I'm loved
I like being told I'm liked
With you I'm perfect
I'm whole
I'm beautiful
When I'm alone
I'm miserable
I'm hated
I'm not complete
Loving you heals me
Being loved by you saves my sanity
Do love me
Tell me I'm yours
Hold me in your arms
Don't let me break to pieces
With you I'm complete
Without you I'm nothing.

You
My hope
My light
My smile
You
The one I Love
I care for
I can't let go
You
My broken man
My hopeless lover
My innocent heart full
You
My tall dark handsome prince
Beautiful thoughtful caring charming
You
The love of any girls dream
The cat who should have got the cream
The one who suffers in silence
Who will accept anyone's sorrow
Carry his own sadness to grave with him
You
The one I can't have
The one I couldn't be with
The one I won't hurt no more
You
The one with the purest of hearts
Most decent man I had the pleasure of knowing.

When I was a young girl
I dreamt of man big and beautiful
With a smile which melt my heart
With a heart to hold my love
When I was a young girl
I dreamt of a man handsome and strong
With a shoulder to bury my head
With arms to hold me strong
When I was a young girl
I dreamt of a man who loved and cherished
With eyes to look right in
To see my soul next to his
When I was a young girl
I dreamt of a man so special
To love me without cause
To want me for no reason
I m a grown woman now
Who found the man of her dreams
To love to hold to be with
I m a grown woman lucky enough
To call her man MINE