Being brave
What does it mean
Is it about taking risks
Like jumping off a plane
Or going travelling alone
Does being brave
Mean doing something new
Or trying to beat what someone else had already achieved
Being brave
Does it mean to convince yourself
You can accomplish something
You didn’t think possible
Or does it simple say
Try something new
Something scary such as
Being yourself for a change
Not what you perceive
What everyone wants you to be
Expressing your love
Or your hate without caring what others Wishes to see
Being brave
Does it mean pleasing others
Or
Just doing something new

I hate that I am thinking of you
I laugh at something on tv
And I think about you
I look at my phone
And I think about you
I cry myself to sleep
And I think about you
And I wonder
Are you thinking of me too
Does the streets we walked by remind you of me
Does the program you love to watch
Make you think about me
Does doing the dishes in your kitchen
Remind you of the time I was there
Do you think about me as often as I think about you
Does it hurt you as much as it hurts me realising I am not there
And you are not here
Does it bother you as much as it bothers me
I still love you
After everything you haven’t said
After everything you haven’t done
Does it hurt you thinking about us
Does it make you say what if?

All my life I have tried
To find someone like minded
To have fun to have a laugh with
To have adventures and share experiences
Instead I have been involved with
People with fear people with burden
People who were too afraid to be theirselves
People who were to afraid to live
People who were scared to admit
What they really feal
It made me realise that
What they say is true
You attract what you are
What you fear most
Is what crosses your path.

Day 1 of trying to survive without you
My heart hurts
My body aches
My head is fuzzy and it hurts too

Day 2 of trying to survive without you
My heart hurts
My body aches
My head is fuzzy and it hurts too

Days 3,4,5 and 6 of trying to survive without you
My heart hurts
My body aches
My head is fuzzy and it hurts too

They said time heals all hurt and pain
They lied.

You are trying to make me regret the words I have said to you. When it should be you regretting the words you could have said to me.

Is it really sad that
When I silent call you
I wish that you would
Stay on the line long enough
For me to hear you take a deep breath
That way
I can close my eyes
Pretend that you are breathing
Next to my ear
Like you used to
When we were sleeping

You are the one I love
One that I call mine
I thank whoever is listening
For your existence
You make me laugh
You make me cry
You make me feel
That I am alive
I thank that i have you
And that I belong to you
Stay mine whatever it takes
There is more laughs
More tears to come by
I vow that I belong to you
However long I can
However long you want me to
I am proud to say I am yours
I wish to stay I wish to be yours
Don’t forget to stay mine
Don’t forget that YOU ARE LOVED.