So much happiness.
Is this true or its temporary.
For a while or forever.
I pray that its forever.
Forever happiness with you.
We may have struggle but still us.
Coz You and I are forever.
My worries may fade away.
Our loves is much more bigger with fear.
The security I feel with you.
Change my workplace surrounding .
I want to go away and start a new one.
I want to leave the place where I met you.
I want to go where no one else will remind me of you.
I want to stop being stagnant.
I want to try new work.
I want to explore.
I want to walk away with your memory.
I feel scared and wanted to hide.
I'm not strong enough to face it.
I didnt do anything.
I see you again
I feel pain and happy.
I become so foolish again.
I let myself to be with you again.
I let you consume me again.
I become numb being with you again.
The numbness eat me.
I feel so lost.
I feel nothing.
I just wanted to be with you.
After being together in a short time.
We part ways.
The love and hurt I feel make me feel so numb.
You let me go again.
Hoping to see you again.
You are there.
And I feel pain in my heart.
I saw you yet It feel I don't see you.
Why you need to comeback?
I wish I cant see you anymore.
The sharp feeling in my chest.
Give pain in my heart.
You are my my biggest sin.
You get it all.
And I feel so small.
I don't reserve for myself.
You still have impact in my being.
Theres is a thing that i cant
I let him see it.
I let him touch it.
I let him taste it.
The time Im not yet In love.
I think how they cannot think straight with love
Now that I've experience it
I realize love can really changes you.
Love can make you realize how love can you give with a person
I thought I have a straight mind with love
But I was wrong I am really a crazy one when it comes to love.