So much happiness.
Is this true or its temporary.
Until when.
For a while or forever.

I pray that its forever.
Forever happiness with you.
We may have struggle but still us.
Coz You and I are forever.

My worries may fade away.
Our loves is much more bigger with fear.
The security I feel with you.

Change my workplace surrounding .
I want to go away and start a new one.
I want to leave the place where I met you.
I want to go where no one else will remind me of you.

I want to stop being stagnant.
I want to try new work.
I want to explore.
I want to walk away with your memory.

I feel scared and wanted to hide.
I'm not strong enough to face it.
I didnt do anything.

I see you again
I feel pain and happy.
I become so foolish again.

I let myself to be with you again.
I let you consume me again.

I become numb being with you again.
The numbness eat me.
I feel so lost.
I feel nothing.
I just wanted to be with you.

After being together in a short time.
We part ways.
The love and hurt I feel make me feel so numb.
You let me go again.

Hoping to see you again.

The time Im not yet In love.
I think how they cannot think straight with love
Now that I've experience it
I realize love can really changes you.

Love can make you realize how love can you give with a person
I thought I have a straight mind with love
But I was wrong I am really a crazy one when it comes to love.

Im still hurt.
Im still crying inside.
I feel so weak.
Heartbreak eat me.