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 Aug 2017 Ella
Born
Death stalker
 Aug 2017 Ella
Born
You don't have to kick me when  am down
I've learned my lessons the hardest way
And it still pains  me to ask
Does my suffering make you feel better?

My sluggish shadow
Stapled to my body
Reeking of despair
And the wanting, still keeps wanting

he asked!
Showing a masked face
Or faking a smile
Is all you've got
Does it help you in survival?

Fleeting memories, still
Clinging to my existence
I wasn't always like this
But it happened to me
Until it happens to you, sayonara
 Aug 2017 Ella
Mark Tilford
I go numb
From the things that I  see
It makes me feel so humdrum
Yep, really glum
Feeling nothing
As small as Tom Thumb
Just dumb
Just setting back waiting for God to come
To clear this earth of all the pond ****
Again and again
I ask
What have we become
Where did we come from
All of us living to the beat of our own drum
Again and again
I feel nothing
Happy faces
Sad faces, replaces
In so many places
Love, just traces
What happened to good graces
There is no bases
For getting caught up in the rat races
And forgetting the human need for
LOVE
!!
 Aug 2017 Ella
Mark Tilford
How could you ever forget
When there was no threat
Nothing suppressed
Not yet, any regrets
The First
When it was all about when, where and how
you would connect
Totally obsessed
With very little farewells
Only they, were you aware
Their faults you easily could accept
Harsh words never in eithers alphabet
The First
You just knew it would go on and on
Never giving thought
that it would not last a lifetime
Committing all the love crimes
It was not just from time to time
It was fulltime
The First
You could not accept less
You needed more and more
When you did not have to ask for
There was no walking out the door
You just stayed indoors
To explore
Ending with an encore


The
First
!!
Your
 Aug 2017 Ella
Mark Tilford
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 Aug 2017 Ella
Mark Tilford
There was a knock at the door
The doc. came through
This is what came out of his mouth
There is no more I can do
I am sorry for you

It was all I could do
I tried
Not to cry
I fail to my knees
I cried out
Why me
I am not ready to say goodbye
How long before I die
This has got to be a lie

I pulled myself up
Be strong
He is not wrong
It is not about how long
It is on God's terms
It is what he taught
What I have learned

If you see me
Do not feel for me
Let me know
I was a good man to know

Who knows
How fast or slow
I could go tomorrow
I am not feeling low
I know
I will see the golden road
I will see God face to face
I will finally be able to say
Hello
!!
Hello
 Aug 2017 Ella
Mark Tilford
mercy
 Aug 2017 Ella
Mark Tilford
Take hold of me
With all your power
At every hour
This life has gone sour
I have fallen from my ivory tower
Have mercy on me
You the super power
Save me
Please
I know you have not forgot
about me
This is not a plea
Just want you to show
mercy on me
Before the bad really starts
I am falling apart
I cannot feel anything in my heart
Have mercy
The pain keeps me up at night
With it comes so much fright
That my soul will take flight
I am loosing the fight
Despite
!!
 Aug 2017 Ella
Mark Tilford
Thinking of you
The night to get through
Thoughts, they are confused
They have consumed
My mind
So many they are not defined
Torcher
So unkind
Why do they, have to remind
The day, of your decline
The day, you left mankind
The day, of leaving me behind
Ending my time
With my partner in crime
Midnight (awake)
At nighttime
In the light shine
Shadows
Not a figment of mind
A sign
That I find
You are here
Can still hear
When I whisper
" my dear "
Midnight (awake)
Laying here
Holding back the tears
Absences of you
Being near
Years
Of waiting
For you to
Magically reappear
Midnight (awake)
Hoping the door opening
To my death is
Near
!!
Midnight, awake
 Aug 2017 Ella
Mark Tilford
Lovers
 Aug 2017 Ella
Mark Tilford
When does it begin
From the first feelings within
At the touch of skin
When you commit
When you fully submit
When you know you are going to make it
When you both believe
When you cannot leave
When you cannot bare to be alone
You have always known
When you look into their eyes and it shows
It continues to grow
When there are no lies, no dark shadows
When you do not question what love is
He is hers, she is his
When you do not have to think it over
It does not matter how much older
Because it never gets slower
When you have a shoulder
You get closer and closer
There is never a controller
When you know it will never be over
When you need each other desperately
It is indefinitely
!!

It begins

Lovers
 Aug 2017 Ella
Mark Tilford
Humans
 Aug 2017 Ella
Mark Tilford
We all have been foolish
Really blind
To the problems
Of Mankind
When we look into the mirror
What do u see
A giver
A believer
Do not be decieved
Blame we
For ignoring all the lies
The cries
Of humans being denied
Cast aside
Worldwide
There is such a divide
From hatred (dominated)
The love has faded
Humans are now jaded
Forgetting we were all created
Making us all related
We all have become separated and segregated
Evereday it is illustrated
It is being cultivated
In many languages it"s translated
And very much demonstrated
How much more can we ignore
Before we are all
Terminated
??
By hatered
And humans
 Aug 2017 Ella
Mark Tilford
Death
 Aug 2017 Ella
Mark Tilford
Taking your last breath
Dying
Your end
Final
Or
Finally
Your demies
Died
Dead
There is no inmortality
Just life's expectancy
The enemy
Without empathy
Then the eulogy
Mention of your legacy
With sweet pleastantries
Death
There is no clemency
No enmity
Most definitely
Your Destiny
Your penalty
Hopefully respectfully
Then serenity
In taking your heavens breath
Without sadness in your nearing
Death
!!
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