ketchup as in the
blood
some mojo sealed
impossible and red

from a negative to a
could-
more felt
less angst-be

possibly..
i mean if i tried
god would love me..
why not

from tepid to hot
from to too
from two
to trot

so donne my wings
and cloud
be proud-
be a part

have a heart
swoon above
find some sort of
love..

i?

how she changed from death,
there must have been a moment,
illusive as jam on toast..

there must have been a breath,
what they call an epiphany,
maybe..

she said long time dead!?
not so much left
what alternative..?

ii

what is better then why
it is a beginning-
the aroma of fresh java!

what next?
a jump into the unknown
eggs benedict..

life
and ketchup
the only way..

i and ii etc

mandible, i like
some words just
fiddle in the  brain

like too much mead-
a stranger in from the cold-
a penny a pint..

ii

(just so someone is
beautiful
means not i want

to put my
appendage in
their orifice..)

iii

two more words that
resonate like lover´s
first glance..

-their beauty may bore
them like a closing time
on a saturday..

iv

are you going to write
a poem, lily..?
i don´t know..

i have to clear my
mind-i am bogged
in the raw..

i

i have my mother to thank-
we stood in the back yard
and watched the sky
for hours and hours-

did n´t know a constellation
from a plate of chips..
in this i feel i am not
alone..

ii

what about ants?
i like watching them too
she says

do you think they are
all the same
or, is their wiseman

and seer..amid their
number-is their one alone
who knows oblivion..

spurns popular culture
and says-love is all,children
love is all-mandible..(word)..

iii

i see you found your sensemilla
it was under the chair
sometimes things in plain

view are best hidden..
like love you mean?
mandible..