you are so
different today
I do not see
desire in your eyes
but resignation
and a sense
that things will
never be the same
where are your smiles
and your belief that
everything you touch
will magically transform
I am sad as I  sense
that you are
anticipating the end

the sound of your cello
touches me
and sends shivers
down my spine
it is electrifying
and promises so much
and increases my desire
to rest in your arms

I came
because you are
from my country

I came
because I love
the sound of the cello

I came
because I needed
inspiration

his
mine
ours

night
anxiety
awake

lightening
thunder
summer

sleep
dream
relax