You are my tidal wave but I always make it back to shore , you are the eye of the storm, I'm addicted and I need more , these cages broke just in time for you to close your eyes , the flood gates broke and the barrier became invisible , all of a sudden the storm stopped and I had nothing to chase , I cried out to the ocean , "take me back, let me drown" it never answered , the waves hit my toes calm as ever , and in this moment I became the storm

It's 12:57 and I'm a hand full in. A hand full of sin, you left . I'm sinning again . She always talked about me rhyming to make my poems sound sweet , but I'm bitter , I'm
Cold , I'm darkness, I'm bold, I'm nothing . I'm a liar , I'm lost , I miss you but you're gone, not just gone but gone for good. This isn't like the last time , I should've took my chances , my devil , I called her a green eyed goddess but her eyes were so devilish. I know you love me , WHAT THE **** ARE YOU DOING . WHY!? TELL ME WHY I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH, TELL MY WHY I TASTED HER ON YOUR LIPS,TELL ME WHY YOU AREN'T MINE. Do you know , or are you just as confused as me , I can't think straight or walk proper for that matter . I feel like I can't do anything , you took it all, the perfect crime , came in and out in what seemed like point 2 . And there you are clutching my heart ,gripping tighter and tighter , and I let you , I love you. I love you when it hurts , I love you with everything I don't have , everything you took . God I need you back . It's to late ,  it's to late to say I miss you and to late to make it right to late to hold you to late for things to feel alright . You cut deeper then the blades I'm not allowed to touch , the alcohol doesn't burn , I just feel you gliding your hands down my neck , the smoke doesn't hurt I just feel you  pressing  against my chest, I guess what I'm really saying is, I love you .