a world made of dreams
and only to those it seems
overwhelming

a child crys, an infant dies
and we only care about
celebrities

blond hair and blue eyes
makes a perfect messenger of lies
for those who see the ties

connected at the heart
but we are man so we tare apart
all the ties that bind

divide and conquer like Neopolitan
separate and three
black, white, and strawbarry

confusing is the world and all that live
understand we can't, trust we do

make a hole in the pit of your soul
then show the world what it can do

seen many things I have not
been many places I have not
so many things ahead of me

and as I watch myself slowly kneel
I say *life is a gift for the sadness I feel

today I met the devil
we had a cup of tea in the garden of mysterious shadows
he showed me the world through the visions of dead flowers
I watched as the sun killed the last ******
then buried him in the cold soil
his bones rose out from the ashes of hate
laid down beneath the sliver lining
and sang his daughter to sleep
I wounder what it truly means to love someone
to see your little sister tired
and carry her up stairs to bed
only to fine that she'll still love you in the morning
this world turns circles in my stomach
I'm so dizzy that I can't even stand on two feet
hate is the next morning when all you get are dry heaves
and this world is full of alcoholics
I stopped to take a look at whats buried underneath this house
what foundation holds up the four corners of my life
and see what I truly stand for
but the answers are as twisted as my smile

my tears are not gods
they're not gallons or buckets
but just a few kept in a vile labeled with your name
my tears are not measured by pain
but happiness
you give this black shrouded existence reason
in photos we are juxtaposed
our faces fit like puzzle pieces
your vary beauty blinds me
white lights stretched across patterns of blue and gold
your skin is like soft flower petals
lightly caressing my forearm
I tremble so hard it gives me heart palpitations
your eyes are as intense as fire
you burn the hair from my flesh
leaving me naked and fearless
standing in your wake
you engulf me like the ocean
in your shadow I can not breath
I feel as if I'm washed up on an island
you picked me up and held me
crying like children in my arms
I pushed back the hair from your eyes
and told you:
*I will always be here for you

you smelt like pears
your eyes were rivers

your soul was the moon
watching over the night
we breath in and take shelter

I walked into the fields
found a moon shaped rock
and carved you a heart
you wore it round your neck like a diamond

breathing only the air
we laid on soft oblong shaped couches

you laid on me
our hearts beat like drums

I kissed your neck
you taste like peaches