I know you're out there,
thinking of me.
at night in your bed,
as pretty as can be.
The emotions pour out,
but the words they stay in.
In this fatal second we know,
the deadliest sin.

And these seconds tick past,
like the tears that fill your eyes.
As the liquid hits the floor,
this moment never dies.
Hollywood can't hold us back,
Hollywood can't hold us back.

The screaming begins,
as we swear never to let go.
But reality sets in,
our weakness starts to show.
And still you hold my hand,
but were starting to lose grasp.
We whisper don't lose hope,
but were going nowhere fast.

And these seconds tick past,
like the tears that fill your eyes.
as the liquid hits the floor this moment never dies.
Hollywood can't hold us back,
Hollywood can't hold us back.

And we still love so truthfully,
thinking dreaming on your bed,
your eyes as pretty as can be.
And today our bond withheld,
because Hollywood can't take you,
no Hollywood can't take you,
no Hollywood can't take you from me.

(I love you Mandy)

i’m falling ever further, ever deeper
into the pit you’ve dug out for me
this is my abode, i welcome you
serenaded by the entrance sounds
can you hear them howling your name?
eyes ever watching, can you feel their gaze?
one once asked
“have you ever been alone in a crowded room?”
i feel crowded even when alone
especially in this godforsaken hole
i can’t remove the stains you ask of me
what is it you want from me, anyways?
perfection, perfection, perfection
i will never be enough for you
i will burn these bridges down
that led me straight to you
i will watch you burn
there is no end.

Lost in the dark
Searching for anything at all
Grasping at any ray of light
You can't find your way
Led astray by broken promises
Your love will be your downfall
Join them, join them
In darkness.
Why lead your life this way
When you could feel like they do?
Nobody is whole.
We are all shells
Of the people we want to be
We know not of happiness
We are the generation of lost souls.
Unmet expectations
and
Broken hearts
Are what define us.