Life: too much
I can only wonder
If I am drowning
Because the mainstream
Is too shallow

There are oceans
At least I'm sure
If I have never seen
There are oceans

Let my smile be a rifle
Let my hands become the sun
Let my feet become a carriage
Let my name become a song

Let my fame show now is gone
And is forever

Let my words

There are oceans

The night is frozen
ice beams shot at array
in all directions
from an unidentifiable
source, she is hunting
She is always hunting
She is always hungry

Me, in my own deprived
state have heard her call,
so heedless as I venture
to the field as willing
prey, She is hungry
She is always hungry
She is always hunting

I only wish
I knew what to say
In response
To the howl
Of the wolf

The hunger sated stomach
full as darkness fills
our uncompleted days
from an unidentifiable
source, she is hunting
She is always hunting
I bleed

I only wish
I can be so unforgiven
As my offer
From the gods
Unto the wolf

Someday my hands will hold different blue
I was already lost
I was always untrue
The sky painted eyes and the temporal fugue
The things that they saw
The way that they knew

Don't be a star away from my sight
Once no direction
No reason to fight
The scars that she wore and feathers she bore
The things that were real
The things I could feel

And the sky above me can change
Will this remain?
And the sky
The stars guide me home
And the sky above me can change
And the sky
The stars guide me home
Will this remain?

I only ever fear the morning never comes
I was always in darkness

I must feel
Must'nt we
Who have felt how numb
We can be
At such insistence of a world
Gone wrong

I know saint's
And sinners
Who act as though they're winner's
When they lose
At anytime and not know why
If it's real

Then here is forever
We never learned
We never tried
And the saddest part
The brightest
Have never seen why

Aren't we commited
To a path
When we see we can never get back
Such a sight
That can **** eternal soul

Such a life
Such a life.......

I watched

What is night
                                                       Form
I felt I only have two hands

A million questions

Borders
And no clear border

Is it my territory?

To always know what is right

I felt I only have two hands
And that it was not enough
To make the sun
Shine forever

This winter's cold
A knife in a hand
A sinister face
Crooked and strange
I see no stars within her eyes
No love from on her tongue
I watch the sunrise turn away
She's growing colder everyday

I witness

This winter's cold
Is battle pain
A war without meaning
An unwelcomed fate
Its been so long since I heard the song
Now the voice is gone forever
December silent dread
And the last words that she said
We're cruel and unforgiving

Peace on earth
Once the bombs fall
We can't be wrong
You could never be wrong
And as the world draws to close
On its last spin
The bombs are smiling
Knowing we can't be right
Carry in your arms
Such preconcieved notions
As the money of nations
Becomes the dust
Once the bombs fall
Peace on earth

We always wanted a utopia