watching from afar the ruination of it all
born with a mind, yet cater to the aroma
of what to be, follow me, follow me
greed of the guilty, everyones fantasy
being born an original,yet we forget
we are only ourselfs not him or her
nourish your soul to be one with you

as the chemical is introduced into my veins, chasing after the unwanted guest
this feeling seems surreal at first,warm,abit tingling, yet normal as can be
do your thing i say for you know more than i were to go, were its hiding
for we are partners for the week
laying on the gurney, im fitted with a mask, a crude simple device almost medevil
mouth guard in place, the humming and clicking of the machines begin
lying motionless, the invisible beams take pricise aim and i feel nothing
after some time its over and wait till tomarrow and do it all again

so beautiful is your touch as it glides along my cheek
so soothing are your eyes gazing down upon me
a feeling of tranquility has overtaken my body, easing the pain
your whispers are like songs of the sirens, tickling my ears with love
and as my eyes close to sleep,your bodywill be my blanket of warmth

I saw you, you were standing, on that corner, alone with your thoughts
and I wondered, what your thinking, who your missing, or which way to go
your sad eyes, they dont smile as you turn and walk away
from this distance, I want to hold you, and carees you, just one more time
to let you feel me,as i feel you,and bring that smile back to your face
if you would just turn around and see that glow from under the street lamp
you will see i'm still here

i enjoy very much when i,m in deep thought and my annoying phone goes off
with that silly sound, and its you and i see that it said, you want some company
and i text sure.
as we sit together, to enjoy a beautiful evening, our conversations range from,silly to deep
and always with our songs of choice. perhaps its the comfort we,ve developed
that we talk of any and all things from the mundane  to the macabe
the smiles and laughter illuminate from our faces and the give and take of our banter
flows with the breeze in the air, as if nature is enjoying the show.
emerging from the nights glow, are cicadas, lighting bugs, moths all seeming to want
to join the show. pestering us as they fly in our faces, wanting their say, but a wave of our
hands and they are put in their placesesss.

and when the night is done we hold each other and dream

as i sit at my position, aiming at the enemy, will you understand
when the trigger is pulled, and the target has fallen, will you understand
i am here in this GOD forsaken place to protect you from the evil of this world
i chose be here because i love my country, and will do everything i can
to resolve the problem at hand.

do not judge me when i return home, battered and torn
my body and mind has been to hell and back
but i am home safe and sound.

accept me for who i am now for the changes are forever
but the love for you and my country will never waiver
those who have fallen around me, i'll keep forever in my mind
brothers forever a bond that will never be broken
i will see them when its my time to go
and we will unite in GOD'S heaven.

GOD BLESS AMERICA, PEACE FOR THE WORLD

relenting to the submission of her smile, makes me weak of mind
all my thoughts and senses are obscured by the vision of her
just being there in front of me, not knowing what else she's offering

her tenderness of touch, the warmth of her fingers, secure my heart
upright, when doom seems upon me

and when i fall, will she catch me in her dreams
hold me and let me glide amongst her breeze
as she whispers to the cosmos to wait for their reply
only then can we be truly one