sam: never feeling afraid and alone,
         in this world of the un-known,
         I find trust in you, and a home,
         in this new world I am shown
me:  when I go to sleep at night,
         I have only one thing on my mind,
         how lucky I am to have you,
         after everything that I have been through
sam: the future will be faced together,
         and I will go through it with you- forever,
         your heart is safe with me,
         this love is pure and will always be
me:  I can not imagine life with out you,
        because life is not so easy,
        when you have to face it on your own

the world grows darker
as time flies by,
it will not stop for a second,
will not give me a second to breathe

it is like it is suffocating me,
things pile up one by one,
but there is not enough time to get it all done

the walls I build...
keep me trapped in my own mind

I need to escape
from this treacherous place

I will not  waste
one more second this way

a deep lovers kiss,
lays such beauty on my lips,
since the first nights kiss

no-one is better than another,
they are so much alike that they could be brother and sister,
the sun shines down on them both,
and side by side you compare their growth

I do not believe that one over powers the other,
both are equals in his eyes,
and if you hear different they are a bunch of lies

people with love them both the same,
although they go by a different name,
both shall be victorious in life,
and together they shall rise side by side

picked up and thrown away,
those things damaged me day by day,
but I am reminded to stay strong,
and hope that nothing else will go wrong

I was told to let go,
step back and go with the flow,
I will get my chance in the spot light ,
but for now I will continue to fight

show people who I really am,
show them that God does have a plan,
I know I couldn't do this on my own,
I look back on the past and saw my growth

but for now I- let go

The things that you do for love,
Because you think that they are your angel from above,
Do things you would never do before,
afraid that if you didn't they'd show you the door

Because of love you could survive,
With-out it you would take your life,
And it is sad that it would happen because of love

But sometimes there will be risks
Sometimes you will think that life is fixed,
But love is worth it because you can cope,
And with love there is always hope

your heart was once sealed
kept behind a metal shield
until something beautiful came into your life
it is the reason you are still alive

music gives you what words cannot
and for some reason- my heart it caught
how it relates to your situation
it united all the nations

and to know someone else is going through the same thing
oh how it can be so comforting
and when things go wrong
just sit and sing a blissful song

lift your head up little angel,
please don't cry,
please don't let this be our last good bye

don't let the devil ruin your life,
please don't back down-continue to fight,
know that you can lean on me,
and take my hand when you need somebody

don't let these people bring you down
never let them turn your life around
you mean so much to everybody
because all I want is for you to be happy

see a smile on your face,
know that you can last through any day,
just be strong,
and know that you belong

The work I do expresses me,
I am a lover at heart as far as you can see,
my friends and family mean the most to me,
my personality shines through every word you read

my inspiration comes from the world around me,
I got my pen and paper,
and the words just come to me,
I write to show my point of view

not because I expect people to care,
but because it helps me be free
the meaning in my work,
is in the soul

but before it was trapped in my heart,
where darkness was in control

sick and tired of his lies,
the words he spreads around will lead to his demise,
and then I will no longer have to cry,
when he tells another lie

he does it behind my back,
trying to throw me off track,
I will not let him bring me down,
until blood is splattered on the ground

he talks about the ones I love,
and he stands there thinking that- it is something to be proud of,
karma will knock his lights out,
and we will be the only one's- to know what that was about

Darkness will never overcome light,
as long as there is hope we will have a reason to fight,
we will not fall off the face of the earth,
we will show them what we are worth

stars will always shine,
when everything is on the line,
someone will be with you- along for the ride,
someone will always be by your side

life can get hectic,
and at times you fall desperate,
at the end of the day you are standing on your own two feet,
because you realize that life isn't sour but sweet

Our pathway is set in stone,
I look back on the past and saw how much I have grown,
but now I look into the eyes of the future,
and as life gets harder I realized that I might need a tutor

let him show me the way,
he will guide me through each and every day,
my future shines so bright,
I just need to step forward and into the light

my enemies won't be able to compete,
because you make my life complete,
I trust you because you do what is right,
and that is how I know that everything will be alright

My heart lies in your hands,
your happiness will always be my command,
I will not cause you any pain,
because what would I have to gain

because of you I rose from my grave,
I am so happy that you choose me to save,
with-out you I would be just another fish in the sea,
boy you have no clue how much you mean to me

I promise to never leave your side,
because with-out you I wouldn't survive,
thank you for everything that you have done for me,
your love is the reason that I was set free

people snooping around,
won't stop until bombs hit the ground,
always in someone's business,
I just hope they will keep their distance

I am tired of the drama,
they will meet my friend karma,
taking their anger out on my friend,
soon it will meet its end

leave them alone,
I can handle this on my own,
step up to the plate,
and say what you want to say before it is too late.

Harmful things here and there

These things happen everywhere




Day by day you hide in despair

You wonder what happened back there

Bullies just try to bring you down

Don’t be afraid to stand your ground


When you think you have reached the end of your rope

Don’t give up- there is always hope

Don’t let them get in your head

And never think that you are better off dead

the words I speak,
rose up from their grave,
tonight they became my slaves,
I used to think that I was just so week
Now I let my soul pour out

the words I write,
they might not make everyone happy,
I used to feel ******,
I'm not holding back tonight

I will release the wind with-in me,
tonight I will stand my ground,
through this I will be found,
these words set me free

the day you left,
flashes in my eyes,
now you are back-who would have guessed?,
this time I will make sure that there is no goodbye

I remember the first day,
I sat there and cried,
and I knew that there was nothing I could say,
a part of me died

thank you for giving me another chance,
for bringing me up again,
you woke me up from this trance,
and now that you are here I can't complain

put things on the line,
most of the time,
don't know if things will go as planned,
I continue this journey through-out the land

things are never going to be easy,
to this day I live in uncertainty,
things will never be set in stone,
some things will plan out on their own

Someone that  you used to know,
one little mistake,
they are gone away with- when the wind blows,
want to say sorry but you are a little too late

didn't mean to hurt them,
but I can't help who I am,
they will get over it in time,
for now I just continue to climb

been ignored maybe once or twice,
sat here and heard about all the lies,
time passed,
and now they are back in my life

Stuck in the middle,
you want to cry,
don't want to say goodbye,
you really want to be civil

which person is right?
I will found out tonight,
I will be sad if I choose the wrong way,
I will make my decision sitting by the bay

I know the one I make will be the best for me,
so all of you can let me be,
I am my own person, and I control my life,
Letting you control me-just wouldn't be right

stuck in the middle,
I want to cry,
because I don't want to say goodbye,

I really want to be civil,
but I can't make up my mind

which person is right,
which person is wrong,
I'll find out tonight,
when the wind knocks out their light,

Now I stand by the bay,
and I am sending one of them away.

Don't know if my decision was wise,
you can see the uncertainty in my eyes,
should I go after and plea,
that they will stay with me?

Miles away by now,
I lost my opportunity.

All I need is 60 seconds more,
I'll be on my knees at your front door,
I won't let you leave my sight,
I won't let you disappear into the night

I need 60 seconds to explain,
I am not going to let our friendship go down the drain,
too many left before,
these feelings I refuse to ignore

bigger,
means better,
older,
means smarter,
muscular:
a two faced hustler
comeback after comeback
lie after lie
yet we never know why

No words to explain,
what poetry is in anyway,
the thought trapped inside,
you are the only one that knows the reason why

Poetry comes from the heart,
it is a unique piece of art,
Different than another,
Poetry un-wraps what is hidden underneath your cover.

stuff in tree,
the one who put the blanket around Scout,
longer,
longer,
they stayed,
inside,
he wants to,
he defended Tom,
pretends,
stabbed,
one doesn't have to,
but wants to

tonight was the night                                                    at first nothing went right.                                                           ­                                                        silence filled the air,                                                             ­                                                              bad luck I would say that I had my fair share.                                                           ­                                                                 ­                       he looked like he was going to cry....                                                          ­                                       sadly I knew why.                                                             ­                                                                 hugged him a total of five times                                                            ­                                             sitting here thinking I don't have to make up lines that rhyme                                                            ­                                                                 ­                      he gently removed the hair from my face,                                                            ­                                                                 ­                        it was a dream he decided to chase,                                                           ­                                        he leaned in and kissed my lips,                                                            ­                                            he put his hands on my hips

sitting here in the depths of dead silence,
want to cry but reply with kindness,
waited for so long,
waiting for you to come along

we talked about it a long time ago,
as you get older you learn to go with the flow,
I sit there and look into the distance,
and wonder if he even knows of my existance

he knows that something is wrong,
he tells me to be strong,
as he slowly wraps his arms around me,
I know where I belong

He sits there and tells me that he needs me,
But the way he acts at times. I would have to say that I disagree,
Says he regrets the day when we broke up,
The fighting begins to erupt

He still means the world to me,
But even after all of this I dont know what we will end up to be,
I really miss the guy I once knew,
Hidden behind the covers . i am hoping that he will shine through

i met her about six years ago, she brings me up when i am feeling low, born to two different families, but i still consider you part of my family

we met at this beautiful place,many challenges we had to face,many things we had to cope, but that was all before we met at camp hope

each year something had went wrong, but you always remained strong, i love you my dear friend,i will be by your side to the very end.

Broken heart repaired once more,
Whether or not you find it again I cant say for sure
but the day you find someone that will change your life,
You feel suddenly alive

friendships come and go but this will always stay,
I cant say  that everything will be okay,
Things do happen and hearts do get broken,
Reality hits and you are suddenly awoken

the truth behind love lies within,
Where it all begins,
It doesn't matter who you are,
It never really is that far

My heart beats much like the beat of a drum,
No matter where we are. as long as we are together. i am glad that I came along,
This is something i call young love,
It is more beautiful than any song a bird has sung

i know that he won't hurt me,
I know that he will never leave,
So stop and stare,
And know that I still care

you are there to comfort me,
And that is when i know that this isn't a dream

3 words you said to me. "I hate you,"
What did I even do?
I stopped talking to you so you could stop with the *******,
Oh but you didn't like that.you threw a fit

i put it in the past,
Haters will always finish last,
Not gonna waste my time giving you a direct reply
because sweetie you waste precious time

we all cared about you
Joe, Nathaniel, and me too
The tears i cried while you messed with my mind
maybe it is time I left you behind

They light up when you look my way,
And when you come closer they fade away,
Knowing that you will never see me,
I walk away and let it be

My eyes change colors from bright green to gray,
Knowing that in the end I will be the one to pay,
If only you would take the time to look into my eyes,
You would know that beautiful girls never tell lies

He was ******, because I turned him down
Now I am making him look like a clown
I was told to get my drama off the page
But he deleted me anyway

Guess what I am back,
And I am not going back down that track,
This one is for him
Know that lying is a sin

God knows who is right
So I won't even bother to fight
Hope you enjoy seeing the hundreds of views
And know that this is all because of you

Black and blue,
The two colors that show what she has been through,
Trying to deny the thoughts in her mind,
Afraid that she will be left behind
She has been kicked to the curb
and spit on like a piece of dirt
one day you will miss her heart of gold
her path will soon un-fold
a bright vibrant light
shines through the night
as long as it never burns out there will be hope
and life will always end on a positive note

I think he has found a girl that will treat him right
Who will be there to the end of time
I think she is the one that will turn his life around
The reason he will never frown

She will treat him better then I ever did
A heart like hers was needed
I'm sure she will never kick him to the curb
And I hope that people do not disturb

What they have,
I don't care about the past,
They are meant to be,
And their happiness is most important to me

We have talked about it for awhile
He looks at me and I do nothing but smile
When the time comes we both chicken out
And I sit there in doubt

We sit in dead silence
It is so bad that I can hear sirens
I have kisses other guys before
But they all left and shut the door

Should I be willing to take the chance
It is like forgetting how to dance
It is like going from ten to zero
I guess I'll find out tomorrow

This is for all my true friends,
They will be with me to the very end,
They will do anything to make me happy,
My best friend used to be my pappy

He passed away a few years ago,
He picked me up when I was feeling low,
When he died he took with him a little girl,
That girl turned into a lady ready to face the real world

I walked up a ramp one day,
Looked for help but it was too far away,
I broke down,
People were looking from all around

I don't want anything for Christmas,
as long as people show happiness,
that will be just fine with me,
as long as there is a present under every child's Christmas tree

I don't want any child to be left behind,
baby you never know what you might find,
my biggest wish might come true,
because what am I without you

Monday-i am green, bored, and sick wanna hide and never return,
Tuesday- I am orange. Better and thankful,
Wednesday- I am yellow .as bright as the sun,
Thursday- I am pink. Love in my heart,
Friday- I am blue as something went wrong,
Saturday- I am white white. as blank as the snow drifting down from the sky,
Sunday- I am purple. eager for the next week

he had planned a suprise,
told me but lied,
i knew what was on his mind,
i wish i could hit rewind

i looked him in the eyes,
and told him that i am fine,
we sat in the cafe,
my ex was sitting by

2:24 came as we finished our day,
although i didn't get my suprise I love him anyway

You are beautiful,
Incredible,
You came in to my life,
And i finally thought that I could survive

with out him I'd feel useless,
And stupid

but baby he isn't like every other guy,
And I won't ever let him say goodbye

EX
You broke me down,
And never came around,
We kissed than broke up,
The fighting would erupt
-------------------
      Sam
It was a normal day,
When he walked in front of me,
Like he wanted me to see

he said that I am beautiful
and intellectual
---------------------
           EX
you said you wouldnt miss me,
Now go away and let me be
---------------------
          Sam
It wa last night,
When he said that he loves me, that I saw some light
he held me in the hallway,
If only I could stay

his hugs are as satisfying as hot chocolate on a cold winter day,
they are comforting when things aren't going the right way,
they keep me warm on even the coldest of nights,
standing there admiring the lights

his hugs send a spark with in me,
one I wish he could see,
it isn't about where you have been; but where you are going,
life is forever ongoing

I hope I spend mine in his arms,
where i am safe and face no harm,
my least favorite time of the day is when it is getting late,
but i know I will have something to look forward to when I awake

Our bodies were close to touching;
but to some that means nothing,
he looked in my eyes,
and I quickly realized that time easily flies by

this weekend wouldnt have been the same,
if their wasn't a flame,
got his digits on Friday,
we were bestfriends on Saturday

as we walked and talked about our latest regrets,
and told eachother about the times we thought we were done,
but now we collide as one

sentences we could not finish on our own,
the other finished,and we knew we were never alone

it was 6 at night,
dark, but I watched a fire ignite,
for he was by my side,
my thoughts I could finally let out of the inside

didn't pay attention to where we were going,
because the time was so outgoing,
we walked over 3 miles,
I wish we could have stayed for awhile

he walked me home
I am no longer afraid of the un-known
he hugged me tight
his presence was the highlight of my night

I am a revelation of God,
and a reflection of elegance and class,
to many I am their leader,
I focus on my personal independence

I can tend to be very passionate,
and can be very compassionate,
I can be very romantic,
my personalities are very magnetic

I may easily fall in love,
but I can be easily hurt,
and that's why I can be quick-tempered

two days I have been thinking that Im going insane,
my choices I had to explain,
passed out twice in one day,
stress what more can I say?

two days of sadness and pain
but like they say "no pain,no gain"
I dont mean to hurt the people I do
i guess it is contagious like the flu

at the nurses,at home, I dont feel any different,
so sit back and enjoy the entertainment;
I found someone who is real,
I might just tell : how i feel

I'm starting to realize how things are meant to be,
don't bother opening any doors from me,
only four true friends,
oh Please the world isn't going to end

I would rather have one real friends than a bunch of fakes,
deceive and deprive me, i will lie and say it is okay, but escape before it is too late,
I'll always have a open heart,
ready for the possibility of a new start

for my future I have a plan,
interruptions i will no longer stand,
I work hard for what i get,
I would rather work than get them for free instead

these people don't help for anything,
this time I am going to be the only one winning,
I'm not afraid.. to do things on my own,
i know that I'm not alone

these people can judge me,
if you are start..you will see that they are lying. . if only you could see
but I don't care,
things aren't always fair

I was always better off,
I know this will pay off,
so don't contact me... i won't pick up,
I'm not sorry.. if i do.. I'm f'ed up

won't back down

I'm a lady.. I won't play your games,
it is just common sense,
so keep running your **** mouth,
because sweetie it will just go south