history repeats itself over and over,
and this is where my emotions takeover,
I try to hide the facts,
I dont know when the other Tiffany will be back

pain,sadness,anger
they have me on my knees I surrender,
I regret most of my romantic past,
because Everytime I finish last

I cry myself to sleep at night,
Don't know if I'll be able to fight,
Love is weakness in my veins,
because Everytime it ends in flames


I wish someone could come to my rescue,
but then again that wouldnt be fair to you

but somehow my heart still aches for the food that it loves

Stuck in the last chapter
people looking around thinking,"what happened to her?"
Living in the past
you won't be getting anywhere fast

shoot for the stars
don't take things too harsh
live life with no regrets
don't worry life eventually resets

life is like a song
it plays on and on
except in life dont hit replay
things will always go the same way

Don't take another step backward
I'll be at your side pushing you forward

Happy Birthday to a girl who has a heart of gold,
To another girl whos story is untold,
To a girl who has a playful soul,
Who stays positive when things get difficult

A girl who knows who is beautiful
who makes the world more peaceful
a girl who I wouldnt mind to have as my best friend
a heart I wish to help defend

you break her heart, I break your face
this is a girl you cant replace
dont break her heart
if you do you were never her friend from the start

Happy Birthday :)

I wish I could read the thoughts with in your mind,
Knowing that they hurt you makes me die inside,
Your two hearts will connect as one
and will be placed in the hands of the one you love

Dont be afraid to hurt me
ive been hurt plenty before cant you see?
Let my tears be your motivation
let my life no longer be a complication

i am done standing in your way
although I do want you to stay
I do miss the old days
but know that i love you more than i can say

I have been traveling on a road filled with broken glass,
I think of first but finish last,
getting stabbed left and right,
and deep down inside of me I know things won't be alright

with each cut I get closer to the vain,
a sigh of pleasure I enjoy the pain,
the tears of those I have pushed to the edge,
disappointing; just like the lost hope of a dream you failed to reach

i would let myself die
if i knew everyone would get by
as for now I live in pain
as for my friends; i am glad you came

Every corner you turn
is another story to be told
eventually the truth will unfold
and will start to rapidly burn

rumors are started by attention seekers
they are as useless as broken beakers
dont hide when people find out the truth
because listen here im coming for you

"ill run through your town
and shut you down"
No more nonsense
It is time to treat eachother with respect

I look out to the world afraid to show my face,
I'm afraid of what dreams I'll decide to chase,
I tap my feet and my hands shake
I feel like being here in front is a big mistake

my voice starts to fade
knowing that I'm afraid
I wish I could hide behind a wall
there I would be able to tell it all

there I'd be able to say what i needed to say
and my feelings wouldnt get in the way
after I am done i pretend everything is okay
till another day

These days I live in depression
******* people off even though it wasn't my intention
Please mother f* tell me what to do
But dont cry if I dont listen because everything doesn't revolve around you

i spend everyday filling in missing pieces
giving lame and useless speeches
i work hard for what i get
my name is Tiffany dont you ever forget

I used to hide my face
felt like i was being replaced
now I stand my ground
and rarely do i back down

You Are a miracle
you Are irresistible
gotta love yourself because you Are special
the words that you write are influential

love yourself because you Are Beautiful
them haters are being un-truthful
they are being hateful
and ungrateful

lift your head high
and soar across the sky
because listen to me
i know true beauty when the birds sing

Let them hate Joe
they are nothing more than two faced hoes
they are trying to mess with your mind
to leave you behind

you see
they should mean less to you, than they mean to me
dont let them intervene
and make you scream

now Joe
keep writing
continue fighting
and remain no matter how things go

because "rain rain go away
That is what all my haters say"

everything seems better when he is around
i would visit him if i was allowed
let him hold me when times are rough
hopefully no fights would erupt

he makes my day brighter
he is a fighter
he will be there to make you happy when you are down
there is no reason to frown

his smile lights up the sky
little kids believe they can fly
there is no doubt in my mind that i love him
the first day i met him... i have loved him ever since

it is blowing in my face
it used to be my favorite place
im sitting here watching it burn to nothing
it used to save me from cussing

it was in my sight than i watched it disappear
my reflection was scorning me though the mirror
i try to face it each day
some other way

the smell still makes me linger
it takes not much more than a finger
i dont want to go back to that summer night
trying to get my cigarette to light

you say im all work, No play
maybe it is because i want immature kids to hear what ive got to say,
you know what *******
im gonna tell all of you what to Do

instead of saying i love more than one guy, why dont you just call me a *****?
here i will open up the door,
dynamite
ill win this fight

Hell no... i dont wanna see you die
it will make poor joey and Nathaniel cry
im in pain dont you see
ill show all you haters what Hell is really meant to be

because i have lived in it
ive been through nothing compared to your ****
but like i said im done
you can have you refund

when you walk into the cafe this is what you see
everyone turns and is staring at me
i look at my friend
and he reaches for my hand

I pull away and get back to the dance
thinking that these guys don't even have a chance
**** and I know it comes on and guys show off their moves
thinking that they know how to dance to the latest grooves

group dance one comes on and my friend has not a clue
I've got to show him what to do
my eyes and smile are the key
he can only dance when he's looking at me.

Trick or Treat
many children roaming the street
hidden identity
game face on- noticeable intensity

masks hiding ones true face
in a hurry for candy, children start to race
vibrant porch lights shining warning children to stay away
but people go there anyways

Decorations filling each street corner
the weather certainly isn't getting any warmer
i for on cant fulfil the age requirements we must meet
so for me there is no Trick Or Treat

I'm broken
over the words you have spoken
you have shut my lights off tonight
but now your trying to make things right

I'll never ever forget
all the secrets you have kept
now just stay away from me
if you're going to lie than this just isn't meant to be

I'd rather be homeless
and be told im useless
than to be lied right to my face by someone who i thought was my friend
our friendship i refuse to defend

so tonight the night i say goodbye
claiming that you're the good guy
id rather die
than to keep hearing all these lies

stabbing pain around my wrist
although i swear i hit my fist
ace bandages covering up the mark
when it heals i will be off to a new start

im tempted to use my right hand
it wasn't something that i had planned
i play it off like it was just a joke
but i had finally broke

it hurts even to use my hand to write
my school books aren't even that light
i won't live my life restricted
but that is something everyone would have predicted

before I say goodbye, there are a few things I'd like to say..
but Please dont take things, the wrong way..
im going to miss you, some less than others..
the sky is filled with fog, and soon my presence will show radiant colors

[Parts for Joe]
i promise i won't forget you
i wouldnt be able too
just stay strong
if things are to go wrong
and know that i love you
and when i come back you'll be to my rescue
with your arms out wide
i cant wait for you to hold me tight

[for Nathaniel]
i forgot what love is until i met you
Everytime u say i love you, i say i love you too
when i was in your arms
i felt like i was in no harm
but we switched companions
and now that's to everyones attention
if i have kids, you will be their god father
you'll be a needed extra layer

[for Mavee]
my big bro
have you thought about going pro
slashing me with your life savor
hey where's that training waver
but hey seriously ill miss you
dont ask me how much i have no clue
Please take care of yourself
as i know you wish that upon me too
i love you

[for Jasmynn ]
our fights will never change
the strong friendship we made
i know i was a pain in your ***
but i have one last request
while im gone take care of them
because we are all friends
now take care
and remember things are never how they appear

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