My grave is dug deeper
Trying to make me- disappear
But being buried alive-
isn't my biggest fear

I took your hand
And tried to make you mine
Because I've been here for you-
Since the beginning of time

But I lost you
No I gave you up
And then all this fighting
Did erupt

I would do anything
To have you in my arms- again
But I'd be lucky
to have you as my friend

I miss you
And
Want you to know
How I feel

A part of me dies
When you say good bye
If she makes you happy
Then I will be alright

But if she brings
You pain..
I would want to tell you
That You Had It Coming

I've waited here all this time
Told you I wanted to make you mine
And for a moment you loved me too
But there is no getting through to you

one minute closer
until we say
our final good byes

one moment closer
until we part
separate ways
I hope that you
will always remember
that I love you

but the clock is ticking
time is almost up
and one day - I hope
we will meet again
or I can always
pretend

I'm disappointed
You are throwing your life away
I'm disappointed
But I'd try to help you
Only if you
Promised- to meet me half way

You thought that
It would make you look so "cool"
But instead you got busted
And now you look like a fool!

Yeah I know that
You are a "victim" of peer pressure
But you have a brain
And you should have known better

I hope you get the chance
To turn your life around
Because I know that your future
Could be so bright
But first you must know the difference
Between what is wrong and what is right

And promise to change the way you have lived your life,
This very night

It seems like just yesterday
That you left my life
But this is the second time
But I guess I am satisfied
Since you at least remembered to say good bye

Now if only some one would tell you
How much I miss seeing your name
Pop up on my computer screen
At any given time of the day

I guess things are never
Meant to last forever
And I guess that it is a little too late
For closure

Since you deleted me
From your precious life

I moved on from the past
A long time ago
Because time travels fast
When you go with the flow

I moved with the currents
That make up the sea
I want everyone to know
That I'm the best I can be

I'm showing the world
That I'm worth it
Going to leave them so
F* up and confused

Can't wait to see the shock
That devours their face

When they realize
That I'm standing
On the top of the world today..

I'm looking down...
Smiling
Because I know
That I won this game

I have this picture of you
Sitting right in front of my face
I can't believe -what happened-
just yesterday

I thought that-you cared
You told me not to worry
I thought that you were sorry
But I guess that's just another reason
Why I was so scared

I'm so tired
Of all the stupid games
That you  have been playing

I thought that you really wanted
To be
with me again
But I guess I was just stupid

That i never caught the red flag

stop and stare
say what you want to
I'm gonna be me...
I'm just.. gonna be me..

I'm gonna show the world
that I'm worth it
leave em begging for mercy
outside of my.. front door

because I know that
I'm.. Worth.. More...

I'm gonna.. look you in the eyes
.. and say
that
I'm no longer.. afraid