I slit my wrists

Trying to bleed out
Trying to mask
The pain

And I know
That he wouldn't

Want it
any
other way

He wanted to see me suffer
To see the look
On my face

I'm going insane

Hey y'all
I'm going insane

And it is sad

That he got wanted

He sent me to suffer

Through this pain

All alone
And
We just got off the phone

Tears drown my face
But when I'm in school
I tried to hide the pain

You marked a place in my heart
Ever since the very start
You have always known-
exactly what to say
When you knew that-
I wasn't having-
a great day

You are so talented
And I have been- so blessed
To have- you in my life
Someone to talk to
Although the night

You are family
The closest person to me
I just wanted to say- thank you
For everything that you do

After rain falls
And ***** out the life
Another thing is born
Through out the night

I was tired of hiding in darkness
I was afraid of the fight
I was afraid of what was waiting
For me
When I turned on the light

But i cannot be afraid
Of what I can not see
But rather be happy
Of what may lay ahead of me

Black
And
Blue

No matter- what I do

I can't escape
this madness
I'm being held
Captive

I Tried to break
down these walls
But they're just standing
Up so strong

I tried getting through
But I guess
Nothing
Ever gets through  to you

I am so tired
Of being- second place
You are never admired
And no one sees your face

I'm tired of others
Being first in your mind
When you knew
I had your back

All this time

But I made one stupid mistake

But that doesn't matter anymore
I already lost this race

This journey
Began with a single step
After I decided not to follow my dreams
But to chase them

My world
I never defined in black and white
Because there is so much
Hidden
Amongst the grays

I know my life isn't perfect
But I'm thankful for what I have
Because no-one can go back
And start completely new

But I can start from today
And make a better ending

Because I have this dream

Choking me
Until the day I die
While others just sit back
And stand by

My soul is being pulled
Down a  dark tunnel
Which goes on forever
Until i reached
The final destination

Death