She wonders alot either she loves your or not.
The fakeness you bring is very unpleasant and rude but she loves you but wonder why she's so in love with you.
She wonders if she should escape all your ways and all your lies , she stuck she wants to stay and wants to go but confused by you actions one minute your happy then the next your so upset .
She wonders if this relationship will fall by a blink of an eye.