this is my outlet for negative emotions because what ******* wants to part with positive emotions
i do this to achieve a balance

my life exists behind closed doors
i swallowed the key
you can try kicking down the door

I should not dream so much about you
Yet I do
That even when I close my eyes,my slumber calls out your name in the dark
It tangles it's legs in thoughts of you
And even when I have days I try to pry them free
I still fail,because you cannot untangle your soul,you cannot untangle everything you are without drawing blood
And I don't want to bleed