You are my love while (I am not yours)
I am left brokenhearted and darling
you're out there having a great time (and here I am lonely as ever)
hoping from time to time you would have a thought of me, (I wish the best for you)
everyday I wish you'd just come right out & say it to me (so please)
darling (give me a chance)

*thrcy

I am forgotten
my existence is rotten
no one bothers to notice
me and the pain it's causing
feels like I've been erased
out of everybody's mind
for I am like a past
that's supposed to be unremembered
and never to be spoken ever again
I am ignored
for it seems like my voice has never been heard
I am lost
and no one wants me to be found
I am excluded
my whole life I've been mistreated
and always feeling rejected
I am nothing
no special meaning to anybody
for I am
always left unnoticed

Everyone craves for happiness
They want to feel it, share it, and live it
For it is the source of feeling great and overwhelmed
With happiness everything feels like worth living
But being so happy gets a little bit frightening
Cause you already know what's coming
Everything just goes downhill all of a sudden
With no sign or reason for the event that had happened
So why do people want happiness?
For they know sadness comes along next

The constant battle
between
the heart and the mind

My heart says,
go follow your mind,
it doesn't make poor decisions
unlike me

The mind says,
your heart will lead you
to the rightful path
of your true happiness

But my heart
keeps pushing me towards the mind
for it is where I don't have to experience
misery and pain

My mind continually shrugs me off
tells me that the heart
understands better of the real meaning of love

The heart still beats and tells me,
go before you're torn part
little by little
until there's none left of you

My mind thinks quite the opposite
and wants me to experience
every feeling possible
so I don't regret anything

For you are the heart
and I am the mind

You told me to leave
before anything gets worse
and tense

But I refused and stayed
for I want to be there
and capture every single moment with you

But you the heart
had warned me by the complications
and tragedy of the outcome

I the mind
should have listened
but didn't
cause I only wanted to experience such things
with you