Karma catch me if you can
Blind you I laugh at ease
Fallen at your feet hundreds of moments
I see me shine brighter each time
Swallow your pride am all the way up

To the wicked eaten by suicide
Karma miss *****
With no lane to walk
Have your own ways rather than clown others living
Jealousy hugs you tight
For you sleep around other people's business
You nose addicted to what ain't yours to care
Balance your own failure

Staring at the darkness to this the blurred future
Thy hope falls fainted with a floss in a break of breathe
It can’t come no further the much it came
Thus no much to save over what exists not

Acapulco of worries in laments of fear
I can’t find thee that I seek nor get far from owning the lost

Show me the switch to brightness
The shadow lights stronger than the stars
The calm in me hangs for treason with bitter explosions of if nots
Stare into me with a tickle of fresh breathe a little sparkle to charge me over the darkness

As she loved to brush her face and it with color of pleasure so did I love to brush paper with ink of thought

She wrote beautiful colors on her face to make makeup art of hand and I rubbed pen on paper up side and down to make words smile at each other on sentenced line

And when she smiles at the mirrors it flips and tears joy of her creative her just like a twist fingers to marry words and make your eyes gaze on a read further pierce your heart to smile

So she is a bad *** painter on reality and her the masterpiece  and i am a boy  ink and hand ******* seeking the natural woes of earths livers
#herdsmanofprogress

Die if you must
If you are to live
Learn your own survival
Wait for no bells
Nothing will change for your sake
time is for those that have it

Don't you say it's all hard some are simple
Being broke is free
Keeping money is harder
If you must not hustle
Wait for no bells
Nothing will change for your sake
Time is for those that have it

For if bed is good
Sleep whole day
If you succeeded no one will blame you
If you must fail its your option too
Claim your own thoughtful throne
If you wish not
Die if you must
Wait for no bells
Nothing will change for your sake
Time is for those that have

I wished to have you a thousand of the millions of time
Like a day dreamer you being my one and only
Scared to be your lover if loves fails I could not without your portion
The abssesion alive a future sorted

Remind me of yesterday the smiles we had still ring like bells of a cathedral
Stain me with your affiliation am sick of lullabies
And when we see no tomorrow yesterday was ours
And if then it matters our friendship is thinker than love they saw, tears intercepted and tales of storming mistletoe

I am married and yet single
Carrying the mantle and symbolism of wedlock
Aching with the distance of love
For who is my partner when my other half is heavier than me
For my choice has outlived my manhood and stations me with guilt over my existence
My living is a pain to me and my household a prison i built
Who shall bear my agony

i am so wanted and very desired
But it's my pocket more desired, I carry it and Nash to fill it
They love it and brings joy to them
I ache with the distance of love
For my partner wants what is wanted at my expense
My full duty turned harrowing
My own prison I built
Who shall bear my agony

Can I speak of it
Oh man dies a soldier with no tear
Hoping over inevitable fate
My glory cries, my heaven hells
My own prison I built
Who shall bear my agony

When it rains I become a fugitive
I remember the sense love made
As the cold strikes through my bones
My hairs stand and my veins shine out
My blood boils and I think of her

When it rains
My thoughts climb over me with sensations
A reminder to find a lover
It's like a spell of love over desire
As I am on the wall dressed with discount to whom shall I run for my blood to warm

The descence of mind yawns for cling and match, rather my mind ignores my temporary intentions
But when it rains not, I am normal and thoughtless
Covered in a champions garment until it rains and wither in shiver, bite my teeth and long for sheets of embrace

𝗧𝗼 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘄𝘁𝗵, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝗳 𝗶𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗲𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗿𝗲.
#𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗱𝘀𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗼𝗳𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗴𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀

'''Apocalypse'''
Awakening my soul has been one of the toughest tasks i tried lately.
I slumber in anger and awake to the same -the puzzle so hard to complete, for those with the pieces sit back in comfort of public denial.
I trust her but she aint to blame, for the young boy that became man kept his lies over her dream
Slowly eating her portions of growth, plundering all she saved for her children
The child i am has watched from toddler till of age
His promise is the vain in which my mother shades
He is the producer that hasnt consumed his lies
A good start as a dad and now a step father, with much worry of becoming a home monster
The cowards were tamed by mothers fortune forgetting we all heirs of her throne

Child, if you are there awake me once again
I aint asleep but sobing in tears
Soon licking the wounds of my mothers caretaker
There is no peace as lips face challenge of fear for guntalk
Mother mourns day in and out, siblings are falling victim of his tempting apples
Her beauty has been stripped to bypassers and my own elder brothers do so, the in borns turned to *******.

I tear to you fellow child for your hand in help
Come wash the pain and worry of mother
So tomorrow we can smile again, play alongside mother with joy of the abundance she gives
We are all called, we all chosen
#mymotherland
#herdsmanofprogress

Before the alarm sings to me,
‘Wake up its the day of Love’
My heart already ached
For I smelt the roses scented from your own breathe
Achii the goosebumps as my hair turns feathery

My heads buzzes like the bees search for nectar. Oh what’s sweeter than your voice and gentle as her fingers
Sush if you have not tasted a sip of her lips, sinking your heart to a well of wishes
Oh Mamito I am drowning, can I hold unto your ******* as I strike my chest

The spirit leads me, for she lives in the spirit, the spirit of love
And hers is a body a temple, my dwelling place shall be
Her eyes are a cun for I can see no other
And her life is a journey I too must follow
#herdsmanofprogress

She looks like a little Angel with a heart of a *****
Her smile thou finest but her teeth biteth
To her you seek refuge in her you can never unwrap
Her eyes speaketh to you in her voyage with her man
Is it you she finds or her man

Whooping her *** to chair up and high like a leaf swinging for air
She licks her finger to the sunset of your eyebrows
Her nose breathes like a lamentation of song bird
She is a whole book in a chapter of your life
Are you tamed to her or her man to impress

One leg high the hip with crossed hands over the shoulder
A hug she seeks over the innocence of danger
Her actions burn naivety and cause men to be sorcerers
A decade of thoughts on her in a second of rush for what you can’t catch
Are you lame to run or blindly watch

The natural habits say I love you
But here I am that  can’t afford the word
It’s high like the chief priests in the days of the synagogue
What can I have than less of tantrums of thy forbidden nature

Can a man not love no more - the preconditions let I never settle, thy heart roams

I have groomed my heart for the worst to be on the left when things are right
To laugh when I have to cry
So see me run for I am the beast love made

I like mayhems and taste of roaming in the gazette of me striding through what failed me
The once beaten twice shy worked not on me
the buster in me fled the castle of thinkers and soon reunited my ambitions to tip dance over what I hold as dreams
I am not a fighter but I scavenge anything in line of my progress worse than a Vulture on a hyena. Breathe in, you can’t take me on - loose the grip the world wickedness roams
#herdsmanofprogress

Everyday got to Eat
Eating to Live
Live and Grow
Grow to study and get Experience
To get Money
Money to buy food to Eat
Eating to Live
Live to grow older
Older age with wisdom thus experience
More money in
Money to buy more things to Eat
Eat to live longer
To another tomorrow to repeat yesterday

Your dreams are waiting for you on the other side of hustle.

Once I was a bar man
who sold porridge
Money was the goal as skill drove in
The drink I sold I had no idea of making
Though my efforts as a tender gave taste to the drinkers

One for the road on the hot sip
Only the stomach testified to the burning
But who sells porridge in a whine glass
A places a straw right there
Yes I did

Test me once to serve you
Trust your buds to hold it up
See you lips running to the glass as your hands shake
Sweet in the mouth with a cling of bitterness
Say no more give me more

The night shutters the day and closes out the light
The tire in us deems and as we as the weary day brings forth the night dream

To dream better is to forget the days hustle and thank God for a gone day with hope of a brighter tomorrow

And so then the sense of life is in every tomorrow of the yesterday we shared today
May you dream not in worry rather glaze of stars

Forgive me father for I have sinned
Like I did yesterday and have I done today
My weakness have brought me to you
In you mercy I kneel for pardon
Not worthy of nothing but begging for mercy

My spirits logs for you
Thee feet mislead me time and again
My heart to is a liar as it sugar coats pain and I fall again
Rise in me again father
For your holiness I log for as tire in this end of unknown voyage
Keep me to you than my enemies knowest of my moves

From mud I am
So ***** your creation I stand
Rather cleansed in the blood of the lamb
Forget me not my cries are to you alone

Dear Lord
I give you my hope and hopelessness
Turn my worries into a-joyous melody so I can dance away my pain and illusions
Pick me from my falls back to glorious walks of breathe amidst me in your band of praise
Teach me how to win with your unfailing Grace
Make me a chapter of blessings to everyone who opens a page in my life
Be my need away from all my wants
Make me float within your blessings eternity
Soak me in your precious blood so I may smell olives of your victorious resurrection
Abide in me and I in you
@herdsmanofprogress

A bunch of dilemma
Over the worries i sought and not aware of which exact
At the fountain my rest is but my heart races backwards over moments
What could this joy have caused, tragedy
Burying the future for temporary pleasure
The voluntary dance in the den with the company of fake lions smile

It's the call I made to receive what i never desired
A fired riffle, a roasted soul, a crippled tomorrow
Dash out of wishes luck waved goodbye
Compelled to humility, butchered hopes
A fear factor revamped
If tears can't solve the puzzle, let the knees be a testimony

The old days lapsed in respect, parents and elders enjoyed no talk back policy from their juniors before the coming of the 21 Century where youngsters bury your words before they are spoken.

The naked truth is times have changed. Knowledge then was widely acquired by books and experience unlike lately where puberty aged hunters have gadgets worth plots of land and investments.
The Techno-Generation is as fast a virus cutting through ages, people access internet as often they wish and so they get knowledge from a home bench and at a lesser cost.
The trends are sweet to follow as you learn how to plug into which socket of facts or lies to abide with in society.
People these days dont mind jumping into conclusion of a matter they have heard of for the very first time. Nail you and crucify you on a spot. The torns of tongue spat at issues burns down ideas like solid acid. In a twist of a minute a simple wishper from one person will can either tarnish your reputation or give you a climb over the mountain.
There is more nonsense said but once you get backup media bloggers, your cries of shame can be a hangover to somones tears.
https://thomasbron.wordpress.com/2020/07/30/the-opinion-generation/
#herdsmanofprogress

How was rain made
Something that falls free from the sky
Carrying weight when dropping yet fast and sweat
The liquid that runs through air
Gathering water by formation of drops

The drops from the clouds
The fear neither lightening nor thunder
Strives with anger and splashes into disappearance
The food to the soil quenching thirst of the plants
Leaves the sky dry and makes the land wet

We hunger over it when it shines and cry when it floods
It's always wet when it arrives making the surrounding dark and cold yet its absentia drips shinning with massive light
Could he be the king of darkness
As he makes day turn to night in a blink of an eye
Rain is a mother as it quickens growth of things it comes to touch with

Pray to find someone who actually cares beyond the How are you.
The deeper understanding that gives life to if you matter and the actually everything will be ok.
Realization falls when ones bother seems lifeless like a leaf on the ground, nonetheless when you cant tame your catch
Words come to ears, actions speak in depth.
#herdsmanofprogress

Tear the laughter
So by now many and more days had passed, that all was left right of my shoulder facing the back of my head though clinged to my mind in space and in within me.
I perfectly knew it’s only a smile that could make the journey a venture amidst the turmoil.
The moment was on for me, all eyes straight on my face and the voices loud in shimmer, yes I do. The applause was so high that I lost a couple of tears to the flow; the cheeks couldn’t hold them as the head faced straight to the ground
While the tears discussed their downfall, bullion of configuration hit me so hard and she was right there. I had it all, though I didn’t have her, and so I watched my thoughts move with handcuffs enslaved as the master gazed on unbothered about the scorching sun. it was for a minute I remember, a couple of seconds therein.
I then made my first foot step and the applause was louder than a quark, the moment was right on sight but a pain on the inside. It was her that I carried in my arms that gave me courage. She totally gave rest to my heart beat. Nonetheless, my assurance was vested in the heavenly applause where most of my worry was set - Peace on earth and Glory in heaven for I am certain Angels rejoice in her company.
Dilemma, dilemma my friend. Regrets and setbacks surrounding my victory, if I am to hold on the future I must set the past free. The past is heavy and grew a clot on my chest over time and I was seeing a dark shade in front of my face with a small hole protruding with light towards my palm. It was quite a ray, a ray of hope. I was personally very ready to turn it into a beam, a beam that would turn my darkness into light. Light that doesn’t erase but juggles brightness with shade, a light of so much endurance.
Let’s hop off the walk, chuckles in bits for if we set the tear of laughter to our backs, then with high chests we can chase a dream or two or even more. By now the sky isn’t the limit, the start is only a price tag.

We making some money for you to spend
The business is slow so should your expectations
Accept us at our lowest like we share we you at your ******

The love we love you
For both who you’re and what your have
And so we are equal for your love is what we have and got

If we lost it the looks the money be certain not to leave while the brains last
The same way they lucked is similarly how Grace falls back
And so let the morning not be mourning and nightfall the death of dreams
For forever man lusts for money and women
It’s his desire to catch and make memories with either or both

For with money we destined for ladies
And with no money we destined to be loved
The cry is to bridge the right to have the money and love or money minus love or love minus money
So the world has changed
Both money and women are superpowers
He that has any stands lucky

It seeks beneath us that the path is to make it to money to make it to your hearts too
We can’t ask you to be different what the world has invested in you
Last I checked without money love won and those with money they won too
A win win situation

I was thrown to the dogs eaten with no return
A sinner like none ever liked

Me holding a crown of tumblers and foulers
Al, eyes on me the assist gods judging me
To them their faulty eyes posses blindness

Abandoned, isolated with a license of confidence and grace of triumph
Take me by the leg for my hands are cuffed
All looks in vain and aside
Forget not my mind is free and so is my future

I was slapped by earth to have your beauty in my possession

You love to laugh and I live to love you. Isn’t it easy to love you. Yes it is not

Fairly lady my foot
In you I invest time more than money.
I get drunk to have you satisfied head to toe, do you not see my hustle
The pain of my hard work is written on the wrinkles over my face
I smile not in public for the scars of you dents would awaken my hurt

Are you not happy to be such a beauty yet an open hearted beast
As my hands labor to find your face frowns to insufficiency
So I move towards your desires and you walk away from my giveth hand

Can’t you have enough to rest rather to hold to keep and smell of satisfaction
Phew my head thinks out for you off to burst
A burst not to for worry to loose you and so what shall I keep
The scrolls, the thirst of making putting you to a throne while I toil in thorns

Go on princess, die I sat on a dungeon with my blood flowing in your Pursuance  can’t I have less of the more I made or loose all to the cry of my smile
Let thy sword pierce me deeper for your joy as you make merry to be crowned
For a time in some tomorrow shall mop my tears and sip of it glorious wonder to shaping a better world in you

My biggest desire was to grow
More in looks, in money and brain
To have lots of assets and live a happy decorated life

It goes beyond being smarter in brain
Looking executive or owning resources

It’s the price so high without a tag, a safe journey too and fro
A float of ideas with free will

Now that age is not a determinant
Neither the achievements at hand
I have learned enough and still learning to have all is not the target 🎯

To have peace of mind is all

Letting God make space in you and fill it with grace to over shine all inequalities, fears and inabilities

Though all matters, being free in mind gives a breather and defines hope of every dream in you and chances of bridging to impossibilities
And so if you are chanced to be let out of your prison, gladly rise over it and make merry to fruits you’re yet to bare

For we want and so we loose
The world running so fast yet we are just walking
The dreams up the sky the deeds below the land
A hopeless life

High in education with out weighed skills
The knowledge from school is blown with the bar shisha mindless with handcuffs off opportunities

A chance to grow a price to pay
No excuse but a dance to stagnancy
And you live in a choice full prison
A captured rat in its own hole
A gardener served with yields from his own field
We have failed , a failure saddened by fear and comfort
Till we tilt the window and wipe off the fog
Million doors are out open

They that went
Slain by death
All created wait for their day to fall
Returning to dust, Gods own making
For in life there is death as every beginning has an end

Like the tree bears leaves without knowledge starts to loose its leaves
So are our numbered days to shine on earth

No one wants to return to the maker, the struggle hits different
Before succumbing to Gods call we leap for air
To sip on the breathe for another moment
For when the day is due neither tear nor joy can't stop the chariot that comes to pick you

The ones you love go before you just to remind you of your journey
And as you are loved to many that you too will leave

A clap of the living
The silence of the dead

My people dead
Down the grave they lay
Awimawee.... Down the ground
Beautiful, short and tall alike. Clothed or naked no more

Am I to miss you on top of the prayers I may
Or do I cry and make tantrums over memories

But if we must die,we die dead not alive
Dead in body not dead in mind of the living
Not dead in moral and inhumanity
Dead in I forgiveness and buried hopeless
Dressed in witches yet sit at the high table in the church of the Lord
My people dead
They want me dead too, to which I strive to live
Their body live though gone sooner than grave' call

I became a whisperer soon as she tamed me
Like a little pet i was to her
I grew feathers rather than fur with a mind blowing marginary focus
The days were shorter 24hours for each timed i winked in her presence was a dozen of days
Weeks were a mere meditation of a moment for i had befallen what i never saw coming
And so i turned into my own victim overthrown by my desire
She always said none to me but found myself bumbling to give her maze

Take me bites and cuddles i am not for a ride
I have lived today a tomorrow many have dreamt to live
My arms together have tangled
And blessings have overflown to harvest the least of where i sawed

If non knows not my story they shall die as wonderers
My sweat tastes like whisky for i have dreamt in day light and sipped overnight
I am the deemest light in the tunnel, a sight of eternity

When i am sober i think of love and affection
I want to marry
And make us new rules to love moon and back beyond the stars
Apples for cherries, kisses for hugs and wine over glassee
Drowning in you every minute every bit

But then i toss a bottle
I remember what love did to me
So i strike and run
Break the rules of love, wine in a cup and day walks
The marry idea over music sips, the aroma of food to **** any desire arising

I was a man before turned to a beast to protect you
The glum turned to blushes soaking my fear for your beauty
They closed temples of worship for your beauty was out shining
Where is my faith for my vulnerability in you
I am built in pieces you as my masterpiece
Never can I be lonely for your love finds me always
You have raised a monster to love you
A lion to watch of you
A man hold to contest for your life
To your before and after I will be

The heart of a man
living at the height of struggle
Reaching out to better other souls
They don’t like you for reason
They like you for seasons.

Appended knee on smiles
We live to serve purpose
Only to the value of beholder

Enkindle with hope
Mwanadamu
This ain’t your world
Another place awaits after this world

#herdsmanofprogress

I woke up dead
In the midst of breathing
Walked past the morning dived into scorching of the day
Blind with folds dressed with humor

The man the day is was so bold dressed in a skirt with a stripped tie
The boots so huge that I lost a month in an hour
Feels like a wasted future in a breathe of a minute
Am I to give up
What a deep sigh
Ugly as a dream a true reality

The day it was
I kissed the frog
So bitter and so poisoned
Hours rolling slower than a snail
The day failing to pass and misery toppling over my hope
The day ***** me and I fell into comma
Yes there is tomorrow but today I am dumbed and pregnant with sorry

If it must change
And yes it will
But the damage immense
The cry won't help, the sun will rise and then I will kiss a brighter day

We shall’t neither shall we
Nor bow to the in tender cause of affliction
Nay side with you amidst a kowtow
We shall only watch but not see
Hear but not listen
Smile but not laugh
So we shall not nor note a knot of naughts

As my thoughts hang in the middle of no where
I have the most hopes about life
I lay naked to finding myself I lost to making ends meet
I wasn’t wrong to try for there was a difference, so big that it empties my chances and opened a lagoon of worries

Each tempt to grow is a test in the deep ocean, you never know when you will drown or make it to the shore

My lover is my weakness - a better life it is. I am touched by the cautious
The wellness of beating my bad days
I am underway the siege, in thy hands lay a coupon never to look back but strive regardless

When I had to walk your path, I was a ransom of kindness seated 🪑 on a throne of thorns.
I am not a savior but a survivor .
The cumbersomeness of the voyage although I can’t commence de novo.
The spirit awaits on the other-side the crossed bridges 🌉.
I lament about life, I am a great seed to any country man.
An Archaic many strive for, the fortune 🔮 in hoard.
#herdsmanofprogress

Life is that you
The usual suspect when things go wrong
So mean to many in robbing them
If only you could give so much joy like the way you assemble problems in people's households
For you breed more trouble than benefit

If we had a chance to chance you
You wouldn't survive mob justice
At your pledge you take and break regardless strong or weak as you have no record of hurt. You hurt one as many times as you love a game you have mastered
But see we know God who made you and we are brewing armies against you

So pathetic with no drop of kindness
Watching over every living with jealousy on each step they make
You can never wish them peace but pain alone
To heal with you
We born victors and our purpose is winning
Take pride in shame for when the chariot of glory picks us we shall leave you ahide

I am burning all my efforts to ashes

to let the dust write inspiration to the walls of worn out souls
#herdsmanofprogress

I saw the pain coming
As i was ready to feel it
For love had to be tried before all hope is lost

It almost felt real
And true i felt the goose bumps
I went right deep where i knew i could loose by brain to her
She had great reception even when she didnt have me for her wishes

Down her heart i swarm for it was an ocean to me as an Island
I went marathons for simple steps walked by her
I panted in hustle to cravings i could save for a lifetime
I stretched out buzzled to make her smile the price of the scars at my back

I am a hero for trying out my dreams
I am so lucky i tried and lived in the moment
I shall hurt joyfully
For what wasnt meant for me got a better piece of me

Find me find luck
Where illusions float and messes flop
In me is joy despite sadness
With me is to live asides wishes
For many wishes **** the body before the soul
And now you're to choose heads over tails
To be blind or deaf over luck to achieve
The tomorrow comes that we await if we are ready to go by today

It’s not the smell of love that she hugs him no that of his fragrances, it’s the pain of her fears to hustle and make living

No love is on for him to carry just that he is the available option to lay a shoulder on

Nay she likes not her vibes only that he can afford the taste of his meals and drop a few coins to keep her pocket beeping

She ain’t your type not in vain but fact full you failed to weigh your options and feel the much your opinion matters of time tells, and then the time tells you how wasteful you’ve been over years

And if she found a better slice of options not even your shadow can surface in her presence

And thus we labor to please what is to be our scar

It’s fun to meet people like you
Then you manage to get space on my mind
Not only that through the vein you have settled.

Me already a victim of what I couldn’t see coming
Though i am aware you have space in me, the imbalance is I have none in you
So am I wrong to run from my fears and smile or battle the pain of my desire.

As I might not be of resonance to you make shine on me that I May voyage through my worries.
The mountains they worry of is the valley I overcame
The chances they lost is the grace I got
The grip is tight in wonder if you can hold back or drop me off
#herdsmanofprogress

She looks into me and am all into her
In my mouth she melts like Ice cream and my eyes wrap her inch by inch
The glory of her smile waters my thirst
In her I find a digest of love

To her am driven
In her am lost
A whole sea to swim, a whole life to search in her
Her eyes are my favorite color and her skin glows like the melodies of abra kadabra
She is a threat of me living but best i die in her embrace

The success I so waited for
The years and ages over
Now I am close and there
I won’t let the past cling to my future
God watching me in support
Catch your dreams my boy and make testimony of me
Let the world assemble behind you champion
I am yet to be the million of places and bear infinity of blessings worth never stolen but multiple over multitudes

Now I am suffocated with luck the Grace of my Lord to which I am pregnant yet to share babies of luck to all the living
Let my past be testimony that tomorrow has come and so let you jubilate over what is to come for it’s to overflow and fill all corners