Find me find luck
Where illusions float and messes flop
In me is joy despite sadness
With me is to live asides wishes
For many wishes **** the body before the soul
And now you're to choose heads over tails
To be blind or deaf over luck to achieve
The tomorrow comes that we await if we are ready to go by today

A bunch of dilemma
Over the worries i sought and not aware of which exact
At the fountain my rest is but my heart races backwards over moments
What could this joy have caused, tragedy
Burying the future for temporary pleasure
The voluntary dance in the den with the company of fake lions smile

It's the call I made to receive what i never desired
A fired riffle, a roasted soul, a crippled tomorrow
Dash out of wishes luck waved goodbye
Compelled to humility, butchered hopes
A fear factor revamped
If tears can't solve the puzzle, let the knees be a testimony

Once I was a bar man
who sold porridge
Money was the goal as skill drove in
The drink I sold I had no idea of making
Though my efforts as a tender gave taste to the drinkers

One for the road on the hot sip
Only the stomach testified to the burning
But who sells porridge in a whine glass
A places a straw right there
Yes I did

Test me once to serve you
Trust your buds to hold it up
See you lips running to the glass as your hands shake
Sweet in the mouth with a cling of bitterness
Say no more give me more

I wished to have you a thousand of the millions of time
Like a day dreamer you being my one and only
Scared to be your lover if loves fails I could not without your portion
The abssesion alive a future sorted

Remind me of yesterday the smiles we had still ring like bells of a cathedral
Stain me with your affiliation am sick of lullabies
And when we see no tomorrow yesterday was ours
And if then it matters our friendship is thinker than love they saw, tears intercepted and tales of storming mistletoe

What's a new year with your old habits
What's new when your mind is still evil
Where is the new when the heart is bleeding
Who is new when you can't let go of your past.

asides

If we cared about every day
No thing like special day would carry us away
So then life gets a pick to few we call surprises
New movement Vs new food
The pleased over the unbearable

A day ago I made you happy not enough for a day after
The ever joyful times
In counts of small and never tidious times
A clunter of moments to cling on
And a never bothered tomorrow

Mindset of a free mind
Arena of adventure
Destiny of discovery

Forgive me father for I have sinned
Like I did yesterday and have I done today
My weakness have brought me to you
In you mercy I kneel for pardon
Not worthy of nothing but begging for mercy

My spirits logs for you
Thee feet mislead me time and again
My heart to is a liar as it sugar coats pain and I fall again
Rise in me again father
For your holiness I log for as tire in this end of unknown voyage
Keep me to you than my enemies knowest of my moves

From mud I am
So ***** your creation I stand
Rather cleansed in the blood of the lamb
Forget me not my cries are to you alone