Speaking of Roman Gods,
that love drunk Cupid,
Feel nothing for his lonely soul,
Slaying his victims,
condemning their hearts,
to enternity's unfortunate hole.


A mischievous plan.
Deciding one's  fate
that love drunk Cupid,
I have become to hate.

He is no saint, no angel from above,
it was Cupid who deprived me
from the one I could have loved.

So the next time you're feeling,
"Oh No!Who is Cupid's boo?"
Feel not for his lonely soul
That arrow shooting,
half naked,
love drunken fool.

Life changes so fast. Same person, same voice, same words, to ....different tones, different mood, different person.
And you get caught between what was and what IS.

I knew a love like the day he walked into my life.
I know a love like he only stayed one night.
I knew a love like twelve year olds passing notes.
I know a love like we can't even talk without them.
Like a "hello" from you meant the world to me.
Now it's just to let it be known you're there.
I knew a love like....I really really like you.
Like I..feel something for you.
I know a love like your eyes painted pictures in my mind.
Like wedding day pictures on ****** Island Beaches.
Like Picasso had a hand in your beauty.
I know a love like your eyes paint it differently now.
Like pictures cut in half.
Like I have no reason to smile.
I knew a love based on the heart and mind.
I know a love that can only be seen through eyes.
I knew a love like everything sounded like music. Like the sound of my phone if it ever rung.
Like my name ending with your last name was meant to be sung.
Like your words were meant to be lyrics serenading me.
Like those same lyrics fueling some silly battle.
I know a love like..."what exactly is this?"
Like I only love you.
Like ill never let you go.
I know a love like, I fell hard but you weren't there to catch me. And my heart still beats for you every day.
I know a love like you and me.
Like Mary and Jesus.
Like I adore you.
Like staring into your eyes while you look into mine and seeing  the reflections of our souls.
Like no one understands.
I know a love like fates and meant to be's.
I know a love like..."say something".
Like being in too deep.
Like trust me before it's too late.
I know a love so great that IT inspired me to write this.
I know a love like revenge and I'm going to make you feel it too.
I know a love like tossing in my sleep while the sleep you lay in is deep.
Like I invited all the seas to rest in my eyes.
Like endless rain, flooding my heart with pain.
Like life or death and the latter ceases to matter.
I know a love named you, and I hope one day that love knows me too.

I don't really care that you're not my man.
I still have symptoms from the loss of us holding hands.
I think how this could have been
and would I do it the same or over again.
You're only allowed one love in this life time.
In my next life, ill make it right
Ill come back four years later and less of a hater.
Ill still make him say "**** I want to date her."
Until then, please understand
you're still above most,
and I'm still your biggest fan.

not only do i have to face it
i also have to shed it
once it's done, i can't erase it
even if they don't get it

not only do i have to think it
i also have to push it
being a poet isn't a blessing
it's a curse, it's a bunch of *******

not only do i have to write it
i also have to read it
once i read, i get what i need
even if i don't need it

not only do i have a trigger
i also have to pull it
being a poet isn't a blessing
it's a curse, it's a bunch of *******

Constantly falling
There is no end
spiraling down begs to be crawling
Blackened knees
There is no end
There is only this black hole

Pull me out or let me go
Be the hero
Tomorrow ill give you my soul
Until then,
There is no end
There is only my dark hole

I never go backwards.
I mean really,
how many times can two people say goodbye?

Look at me when you speak
Even when voices shutter
Its a love language that I seek
Let me talk to your pain
awaken the monster
only to set it free
free of its chain.

Say my name when you stare at me
Let love reunite us
with a glare of your iris
say my name again Cyrus
Gaze at me through provocative eyes
No lies
Just you and I
No color
Just be blind
Forget loopholes
Just you and your pupils
No disguise
Just real eyes.