It has been extremely hard to
m o ve   o n
I've never understood just why, but now I see
when I look deep inside of me,
that you were the only one I could come to
whenever I was sad or blue
whenever I turned into someone
I did not knew

(l.p)

Today I waited for healing in the
r a i n
but not even the raindrops could
wash away the
p a i n

I met a blind man
and he found a love in me
he found an eternal love
that only he could see

I met a deaf man
he heard the unspoken  words in me
words that only could be heard
and understood by he

I met a mute man
he spoke the truth to me
he told why I felt so alone
and know I realize
he's the most beautiful man
I've ever known

Thanks for making me see
thanks for making me hear
thanks for making speak
thanks for making my life so clear

*(l.p)

People tell me I live in a ghost town
but there are no ghosts to see
as good as luck would have it
they're unaware of the ghosts in me

they hang around at midnight
forcing me to stay
but all I really crave for
is to escape and get away

Sometimes they're really nice to me
and cheer me up when I'm down
but mostly they're evil as the devil
leaving me in the sea to drown

It's impossible to even run from them
since they're living in my soul
and not even your sweet love
could save me from this dark hole

But most of all they're my friends
'cause they are always hanging around
keeping me company in these lonely days
so it's okay, that I'm the one they found.

If I was to die tonight
would you try to save my heart
would you try to put the pieces together
and make it complete as it was from the start

If I was to die tonight
would you hold my hand till dawn
would you hold my hand, hold it tight
till the moment I'll be gone.

(l.p*)

Dear Charlotte,

Whenever there was a storm
you had power over sea
you comforted the water
just like you comforted me

I saw you as my guardian angel
always being around
and so you were the shining light
always picking me up from the ground

Now there's something I need you to know,
I've always loved you a lot
and also I want you to know
that you're the one I never forgot

I always knew you liked me,
in a special kind of way
by the sweet concering love
I saw in your eyes every day

And now you have a home
in a special part of my heart
and I guess that's why I miss you
now that I know, that we'll be forever apart.

(l.p*)

I don't find peace in the stars anymore
maybe it's because I'm not lonely
maybe it's because I'm free
or maybe it's just because
I'm no longer in love
with thee.

(l.p)