one hell of a mix
a sham of love,
a rush of shame,
a shadow of doubt
a moment of weakness
a voice of demons.
It festered , it thrived
It was a monster
that I couldn't hide

I learned how to wake up without his voice,
Somewhere deep down , I still doubt my choice.  
I am trying to Heal myself, but at great cost,
no matter where ever I go, I will always be  lost.

23 January 2015

Visions called my soul,

And made the silent promises,

That these voids will fill,

Though it could never happen,

Now I would love to go back,

In the distances,

Distances! My heart made through out years,

I would love to stare lonely sky,

And will shed my emotions in the river,

That runs in a sunless country side,

The essence of free air let my lungs breathe,

So I promise,

My death will search no reasons,

To get away with these voids,

Because through these voids my lungs breathe!

It's a long way to go
A long road to walk
Be your best companion.....
It's not about the people met
It's not about the people who left
It's all about the people who affect
When they say "m there"
Trust me you would found them nowhere
Be your best companion......