What if
I was insane?
I would hear whispers,
Yell back at them,

"LEAVE ME ALONE!"

But they'd stay.
Crying.
Telling me I'm heartless,
And that they're lonely.

'Then don't be.
That's what got me here,
In this room,
Alone
Again'

What if it was different?
What if
I was sane?

My blood is
Red
Purple
Blue
Green
Yellow
Orange
Red.
My blood is red.
I wish for something else,
Maybe
Magenta
Lavender
Sky
Hell, even tangerine,
But no.
My blood is red.
Just like everyone else.

A boy told me once
That he loved me.
That he wanted me.
To understand me.
I told him,
"No"
He looked confused.
As if I'd dedicated myself
To a life of isolation.
Not too far from truth, is it?
"You can't."
He looked at me.
"Why?"
Yes.
Why indeed.

The last thing I said to him
Before I left,
"Because it is impossible."

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