You were the first to ask.

"In a cold and sunshiny haze, I will forget about this."

I've got this sinking feeling in my chest
and I'm scared nothing ever lasts.

I joke about being lonely all the time, but I don't think anybody gets that it isn't a joke anymore.

Get out of my dreams, get out, get out, get out.
I'm not going down this road again.
Please don't do this.

Anger, sadness, hate
Rage at the world
When things don't go your way

Dyed hair and piercings
Multicoloured eyes
How easy it is
To make an enemy of he world

Stop.....

What reason is there behind that rage?
Why have you built in your heart a cage?
Has somehing thought to apply to the depressed
Become the newest fashion craze?

Does teen mean emo?
Goth?
When did the word teen mean self hating poems written in the dark

Teen.....

What does teen really mean
If today it means following the craziest fashion craze
If it means pretending or imagining issues so I can complain like everyone else.

I don't want to be a teen.

I just want to be me

There is not
one. single. person.
One person that I was close to in the past that is still in my life today.
Not a single person I loved once that still loves me in return.