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I'm so tired of being sad and the sick feeling it gives my body.
I have once before gave in to the ******* black hole, but no more.
I will be whole.
I will get back to the stables again
I will get back on the horse, and ride through the coarse no-wheres.
And one day when I have defeated all the demons, I will sit down in my Windsor chair.
And in that chair, I will take great care to thank the horse that brought me there.
joy
Does it fade away to make you do the same?
Does it come around to make you good and proud?

Comes and goes
Stays and leaves

But it bothers me the most when I can feel myself
sinking below the surface

Just like how you would feel if
what you loved most was ripped from you
6/19/14
I'll let you all know that I'm fine.
even though I'm not
I'll even tell my therapist that everything is great.
when everyday is war

I know I have no friends
even though I have laughs with   people
I know that no one really cares, or thinks about my feelings
but thats okay because I'll never bother another one again

I'm only sixteen, and I wanna throw it away.
I won't say goodbye
I'll never fall in love again.
I promise you, no one wants me.

I'll tell my psychiatrist that I need 10 more milligrams of celexa.
so I don't turn to illegal drugs.
*******, I wish i could float out on my sea of sound
only so I could.

AND god ******* ******, I wish i was happier.
there's no reason for this one, just because..
i wish i didnt hate myself

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