Have you ever felt like you’re falling and can’t get up?
Like you just can’t do it anymore, you keep trying but you just won’t startup?
Has somebody ever hurt you without them knowing?
And with that hurt, you just can’t seem to keep going?
Sometimes everything falls apart.
Sometimes you just want to restart.
You give up and can’t seem to get rid of the pain.
The anger and sadness is just stuck in your brain.
You feel numb, stuck, alone.
You’re stuck in this cyclone of emotions and thoughts that won’t seem to disappear, maybe it’s because that’s all you’ve ever known.
Sometimes you just want to scream **** this, **** that, **** life.
But everybody always says “it’ll get better it always does” well, when the **** does it?
But you always keep pushing through, the small moments make the best of everything.
Let everything surface until the sting goes away.
Just wait, it’ll all be better some day.

Why is it whenever I finally become happy, it immediately leads to sadness?
Why can’t I just be happy anymore.
Why does every girl leave me on read then never talk to me again?
Why does my best friend **** my life up without even thinking about it?
Why can’t my pain go away?
Just please someone or somebody make it stop.
Is there anybody out there for me?
Is anything even worth doing if the sadness is always going to stay in my shadow?
Would it be so bad to die?
I wonder who the last person would be to say goodbye.
Somebody help me, I’m getting bored.