"And even if I could get you back, I don't try
You weren't all that good, but I loved you like you were
Mine
Is it the only thing, I keep it like I see it"

You were not that good
You were not that good
You were not much of anything
I am learning

i hum to myself these days
your regrets and your mistakes
and i don't write this to place blame
but you
honestly
were nothing but magical thinking
and wasted time
can't get back the hours
so instead i use them
to understand
that some people
you just can't get

holy shift
you are a mess, darling
no longer my darling
i happily hand you off
to yet another one of your broken limbs
and sing a solemn hymn
quietly under my breath

"thank god, there's nothing of her left"

Let these ******* be your down fall
But dont come back for a helping hand

It is here
I was so blind
To realize
You have always deserved it all

in a dream
underwater
i realize
the advice
i never gave myself
would one day
haunt me
it is here
now
that i cover my ears
open my mouth
and swallow the words
whole
heavy

You'd like me to believe
all your lines of repents
But you've got a mind that needs
needing
So you'll never learn a thing