I miss you.
Your not perfect far from it in fact,
your kiss was an acquired taste of alcohol and stale tobacco,
strange how I came to love that taste,
strange how its the taste I miss most now,
strange how now I would die for you, **** for you my love.

Uno I still dream of you each night,
remember how scared I was when i dreamed of killing you ?
suffocating you in your sleep,
how strange that was,
but now I only dream sweet things,passionate *** and happy endings

You used to hurt me,
i didn't  understand ,
why hurt the one you love so much,
make my face ugly,putrid,purple,
i still don't understand you my dear love,
all i know it that love it strange,
and the pain of your hands wrapped around my neck is nothing compared to the pain I feel now.

Sick, twisted ***** ***,
Building and building to sweet release,
too hot showers scouring skin,
The stench of regret is not so easy to cleanse.

Dreams are for the foolish
A soft touch,
A sweet word,
A tender kiss,
How the day comes fast
dragging back 2 reality.

Then there was him,
The boy who seen right through me,
so softly he kissed me, tears fell from my eyes.

But dreams are for the foolish
Too good to be true,
silly little girl don’t you know you’re a ****
silly little girl you only get ******.

How boredom grows and wraps like vines around you, suffocating in its nature,
restricting my every movement.

My thoughts become disturbing
darkness becomes terrifying
so I sleep with the light on.

I know I’m stuck,
bonded to nothingness
I need to gather the strength pull myself out

but for the moment I won’t
I’ll just carry on nice and safe
safe from the world.

I want to feel your body on mine so that were moulded together,
One becomes two,
You’re every breath, every heartbeat,
Your presence is ecstasy .

How perfect every movement you make,
How I’m mesmerised by each motion,

And I no love is a drug because I’m addicted ,
And I’m vaguely aware I’m heading for disaster
But,I don’t care I’m at your mercy.

I don’t try to fight,
I don’t want to fight.