In you I see strength,
In me I know hope,
In Him I feel serenity.

I can stay awake all night just to hear you sleeping soundly,
I would tuck you in with lies of how well I'm doing just to make you feel okay,
All this while I thought burying these sadness would promise sunshine and joy for everyone
And yet It was a grave mistake especially to the one I truly love.
I cannot fully express
How much disastrous it is
For me to go on like this.
So for myself, I'll try to breathe in a better habit
To face my fears and battle with it
Just to make my loved ones okay,
And to make me better.

Home isn't anywhere I'm familiar now.
I am trying to be better.
But my tears bring headache
But it's less painful than what the heart feels
I just wish to be home but
Where is home

I'm suffocating in my own tears

If I do not look for you when I cry,
Do not worry as I may be looking for Him
When the pain seems to much and the fear engulfs you more than it should,
I look for the One,
Who is greater than the worries I face,
And that does not mean
I trust you less,
It means that no power in this universe is greater than Him,
Our Lord

How a story begins with flushed cheeks and breathless hiccups,
How a heart that is too weak
for disappointments and failures,
As you dive into the sea of your own self loathe,
By drowning you'd know that
your heart still eagers to beat
That your spirit still yearn to live.
And from solitude you finally feel
solace

You tuck away your lies in a blanket of tragic desperation.
A sweet song of your profound love turned sour without me noticing
Regret isn't what I am made of because of you.
I am free, and willing to love again because of myself.