cease and the words disappear.
please. I don't want them anymore

As much as it brings me solace
I've never been so alone

I no longer cry
but when I'm alone I no longer laugh
they no longer laugh
so every night I give up
on each cloud I rise
pick my thoughts up off the ground
gone like my eyes when I start coming down
"I almost remembered-"
thankfully they all forgot
"We'll never become something we're not."
we laugh, and laugh and before we start crying
we'll hope it won't last
maybe this time we're dying

a strong woman would keep on pretending
breakdowns of love leaves a heart rendering
wishing too soon for her days to be ending

no one knows me
it makes me lonely

but I'm smarter alone
too long its been my only home

Days gone by replicate each other,
Awaiting their end in eternal slumber.

Don't sugarcoat anything
Unless you want pests