I hate these moments of silence,
Because my thoughts wander where they shouldn't go.
Running from doubt,
While I try to get away from myself.
These thoughts expose the real me,
While I'm praying for sleep.

I wander this earth uncertain,
Not sure of my current direction.
My purpose not found.
Still questioning why I'm around.

Lay in a bed filled with lies,
And now you deal with her tragic demise.

When it's my time to go,
I hope it's like Edgar Allan Poe.
A mystery that will forever be unknown.

You're just a memory,
And it's time for you to fade away.

She can never fall in love,
Because the world taught her to be cold.

I'm breaking down,
And no one's around.
My mouth let's out a sound,
To sadness I am bound.

You cut me wide open,
And you drain my blood.
You watch me die,
All because I fell in love.

I pretend to be okay,
But the truth is I'm far from it.
Life is so bizarre.
You always have to be up to par.

Even when you're trying to be yourself,
You're still being someone else.
Someone else shares your name,
And your style is the same.

When did different become alike?
Unique is now deceased.
When we think we're a leader,
In the end we're just a follower.