When I was young I knew this girl
She was pretty
And funny
And amazing
And a part of me
Was hopelessly
Flawlessly in love with her
But she was also
Cruel
And petty
And small
And I resented her for that
And with what I felt
And what I knew
I cast her out
So that I could be happy
And so could she
But elsewhere
Away from me
And those
She’d harmed.

I’m alone
You are laughing
I'm getting anxious
You’re having fun
I cant breath
You're with them
I go get air
You didn't notice I had gone
I say it's fine
You don't believe me
I say it's fine
You say i'm acting weird
I say it's fine
You don't understand me
I say it's fine
You look at me
I kiss you
And a small part of me
Can't help
But hate you.
                                 ∼ Im sorry, thats not fair