Forgive me for trying,
For trying to love you,
Forgive me for crying,
For crying over you,
Forgive me for loving,
For loving a man like you,
Forgive me for wanting you to be my boo.

Forgive me for wanting,
For wanting to be with you.
Forgive me for saying,
For saying "I Love You",
Forgive me for ever thinking that I could ever be with you.

Wanting time to stop,
so the sun will never rise.
Because in a single moment,
We found truth in all the lies.
I found love inside your touch,
And a warmth in your embrace.
My worries disappear,
as I softly touch your face...
And now I understand,
that love is like a flame.
It's lit our hearts on fire,
and we will never be the same.

Always ,
Tameica Hammick

March twenty fourth,
had been my first day.
Transferred to a school,
where I think I might stay.
March twenty eighth,
playing a new game.
Where all the adults are crazy,
and each one is the same.
Im running in circles,
going here to there.
he said she said,
I reall don't care.
**** these adults,
I'm done with their crap.
Ill find my own way,
Ill create my own map
I don't know my way around,
and I wont pretend I do.
I'm utterly confused,
inside this school without a clue.
Don't give up on me yet,
For what you must know.
I have a lot of friends,
and im socially most known.
Im the girl everyone talks about,
I have so many friends.
Ill figure out this school, and they'll help me reach the end.

Always, Tameica Hammick

The time spent with you, was like a dream come true.
You could take a gray day, and paint the sky blue.
Life seemed so easy when you were around.
Being with you, felt like I was flying high above ground.
Loving you allowed my thoughts and dreams to soar.
I loved everything about you, everything right to the core.
Your love was my place to escape.
Your warm arms around me, made me feel so safe.
I always hoped that I could make you see.
Your love, was the best thing that ever happened to me.

I pick up each foot,
and as it passes the other.
I think of my friend,
and how we have been there for eachother.
We've been side by side,
Like left and right.
Forgetting about the past,
and getting through every fight.
Through this long journey,
we've been eachother's guide.
Helping the other get through,
what we are feeling inside.
She continues to make me smile,
even when the time's not best.
She's always wiped my tears,
and knows when to let me rest.
Autumn I want you to know,
and remember for a while.
If I finish this race,
its cause u make me smile.


Always,
      Tameica Hammick  5-18-10

Here comes trouble
Better call ya back up,
Acting like your talking **** is finna burst
My bubble, better put a pin in it
Take a tack and stick it in
Your judgment  leaving cause you  , drownin and slippin from the game you in
your judgment of me left my hand like  these crisp *** Benjamins.
I be steady  bendin them
We could all get up and if we finna stay up you gotta be open to soaking in a new  opinEin
didnt say you wasn't listenin but
My thoughts ?  Just cant fit em in
While u clown and put down,
things the new ***** with a smart mouth let come out
And all she talking bout is bread? But every ***** u ****** with...
opinions dropped dead.
Real **** can never be said. With all these close minded heads.


Ya I'm going shopping and you ain't finna cop it ,
You ain't catching me not the po po
Or the dollar in my pocket.
Nah ***** you ain't stopping it acting like MY character  is a belt you can put a hole in.
Your goal is quite simple , if you try me you will *******
From all the ways you perceive
you thinking all these ******* simple.
the slang you been stocking if you listened i can top it .
Pimpings got two i's which means double  the ******* profit
I use my brain  can't knock it.
you Finna stomp it down and clown there is a brain in this ******* sound what game you playin now?
watch how  I clue u like the game
Scarlet red in the library..
  learning from croooks not books
She dont have the lead pipe or need the knife,
Look rich or poor you learned
An educated ***** is better stunt in on the old *****.
The snakes i can't hear hiss
Getting the real rich cause I dont give time to a ***** who dont know this , I might be a dumb ***** to you thats coo but those of you ,
Can have, and get it and always see me on they route. Everything gonna spill out and im cool as ice and inside Im chilled out. This tone is a ***** now and dont talk listen up but sit down look me in the eye and dont speak .
If I put it down I'll be stronger every time the real **** can't come out, I comprehend the peak and when it can't leak, it pours out my mouth like the faucet with power now , real **** and talk all over you blocking the talk that you would of seen me walk
thats ****** if you say no ***** can think but the game you play can stay that way for when I think I speak
I can't change this ****** up tone,voice or what I portray ,
Im a ***** thats okay a real one you'll see but if u ******* up imma let you be
Rain is clear everyone feels it,
But you can smell **** even if your near it
Hear it when I speak it if you in **** how can u smell what I clearly told you maybe  its because you deep in the **** I could of showed you open up to the things I told you. I'll never be the ***** to sell same **** the other ***** u ****** with sold you.
I ain't got time to be a dime
With every other ***** thinking I'm lieing
This opinion ain't a show and my girls clearly know
if I want the D I get the tree everything else is
Dont get it twisted cause other ******* ain't got
This mindset or thoughts
Dont talk to me if you dont like me
You want me to know you why spite me
Respect is respect if you give it
I'll return it like the Nike's a lick bought me
Cause the real ones got me. And I ain't wait around to fake it or talk free.
Other girls ain't like me. Intimidation is a skill you can't sell no pill flip it or sell
How can you come up with a ***** who you want to listen
She can't get what she trying to get
If her opinion dont fit
let it in see how it goes
Cause imma always speak true ****
My character stomps the *****  you thought you could change it but my words are what's with the **** and trust when I say I'm get this **** .
If it ain't right imma tell those inside the circle of trust I show and provide
A ***** or a **** imma always speak my mind.

This feeling of sadness,
has my body consumed.
My mind has dissolved,
from this feeling of gloom.
My heart it hurts,
from your constant rejection.
Does it seem like I don't care?
Is that your perception?
I long for your attention,
I crave for your touch.
You're pushing me away.,
it hurts so **** much.
Why cant you explain,
all the things ive heard.
It's killing me inside,
Or has that never occurred?
I will not fret,
I will not frown.
Cause life has a way,
of turning around.
Everything happens,
for a reason, around here.
One day you will see,
it will all become clear.
Hold on to her,
as long as you can.
Once a cheater always a cheater,
and even less of a man.
I have no sympathy,
for you and what lies ahead.
you have dug your hole,
Now lie in your  bed.

<3 Always
    Tameica Hammick

1-28-14

I lay here awake,
but ill dose off safe and soundly.
Constantly thinking,
how much I miss your arms around me.
I know you were here,
just the other day.
But I long for that moment,
when you take my breathe away.
I sometimes cant breathe,
Ill never hurt you again.
I know that at first,
you say that's hard to believe.
I made some big mistakes,
No matter what happens,
I do not want a break.
I love you too much,
to ever let you go.
The more I think about,
the more I want to let you know.
No matter what the future holds,
Ill be right there with you.
Ill whisper in your ear,
I just can't  live  without you.

Always,
Tameica Hammick

Do you ever space off,
and think about life?
About how it began,
or how you're alive.
It's kind of a puzzle,
or like a maze.
You start to go through it,
but can't find your way.
A puzzle with no box,
no easy way to do it.
Gotta make a lot of choices,
like how you're gonna go through it.
Puzzles can be hard,
when you lose some peices.
That's why its like life,
it cant be completed.
Pick up each peice,
that once was gone.
Your life may come together,
as you go on.
You'll find that person,
that turns on the light.
Puts your puzzle together,
and fits you right.

Always, Tameica Hammick

I cant live like this,
going through this ****.
Everyday a new problem,
and constantly getting ******.
No one to turn to,
because of no communication.
These people are not my family,
no matter the relation.
They'll look me in the face,
and call me every name in the book.
Everyday a different emotion,
everyday my life they took.
Yeah I love them,
I try to anyway.
Even if outside is sunny,
inside my world is gray.
Dieing isn't an option,
but then I a had an epiphany.
Ill dig myself a grave,
here lies the daughter of tiffany.
No, I don't need your help,
cause you never wanna give it.
I'll get out of your life,
so you can go live it.
Blame is what I get,
it's like my meals throughout the day.
Always an assumption,
no matter what I say.
This isn't the half of it,
but ill tell you this.
I'm done with this life,
I'm done getting ******.

Always,
    Tameica Hammick.

We can't be together,
I loved you though  I swear.
This just isn't a game.
this isn't Truth  or  Dare.
I've played this game before,
In fact I played with you.
I dared to fall in love,
even though so far from you.

Always,
      Tameica Hammick.  10-19-10

Here right now and way up ahead. Think what you feel think about the end. Sometimes in life we dont always feelthe precious moments butbinstead we feel the knife im a negative person or so ive been told its all the anger I used to hold. But since our begining ive been glad for you are best that will of had. This poem doesnt rhyme but it tells a story. Of two teenage lifes without the glory.

I want a guy,
who knows who I am.
But still chooses to love me,
the very best he can.
He'll hold my hand,
whenever the time is right.
He'll kiss me gently,
and call to say goodnight.
I'd be the only person,
He'll want to kiss.
And through out the day,
the only one he would miss.
He'll tell me all those things,
that I want to hear.
Sometimes he'll make me cry,
but will always wipe my tears.
He wont even have to text me,
for me to know he cares.
Cause ill wake up every morning,
and he will always be there.
One day he will soon tell me,
together we will grow old.
We'll runaway together,
and this story will be told.

Always,
   Tameica Hammick.

So theres* this guy,  laying over there,
I think he might kiss me, but hell probably just stare. When I start to talk I look over and see this guy right here already staring at me. I wonder what it is. About my face or expression that has him confused about all my intentions. I show him affection but does he realise. That every thing I do is real for this guy.

Those we Love remain with us,
for Love itself lives on.
Cherished memories never fade,
because a loved one is gone.
Those we Love can never be,
more than a thought apart.
For as long as there is a memory,
they’ll live on in our heart.

Baby we need to talk,
there's some things I need to tell you.
I haven't been all that honest,
and I think its time you knew.
You think everything is a joke,
and you'rs super immature.
Whenever we hangout,
everything becomes a blur.
My head quickly fills up,
with guilt and other memories.
Im always thinking of them,
and theres so many possibilities.
Is it possible that ill tell you,
I cheated twice in a row?
Or is the impossible possible?
That you may already know?

Always,
      Tameica Hammick.
4-13-11

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much.
I love the sound of your voice,
and the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile,
and your kind thoughtful way.
the joy that you bring,
to my life everyday.
I love you today,
As I have from the start.
And i'll love you forever,
With all of my heart.

You left me beautiful memories,
Your love is still my guide.
And though we cannot see you,
You are always by my side

I clicked the mouse,
my mouth dropped open.
We talked and talked,
our fate had spoken.
It carved you a path,
straight to my heart.
I had no choice,
I played no part.

Always,
      Tameica Hammick

What hurt the most...
Was loving you so much,
But that not being enough.
What hurt the most...
Was watching you walk away,
And knowing my chance was ruined.
What hurt the most...
Was having you so close,
But not close enough.
What hurts the most...
Is watching you kiss and talk about another girl.
What hurts the most...
Is knowing I can never have you, but
What hurts more than anything else...
*Is knowing that I had you.

****   **you, Cupid,
For striking me so deep.
****  you,
For giving me something,
I thought I’d be able to keep.

Always,
            Tameica Hammick.

I will not cry from what you made me do.
I can live far past the potential you see in me.
I know I look weak and that maybe true,
But I will not cry because of you.
You used to help me up when I fell down
And wiped my tears off  before they hit the ground.
I can’t be perfect, though I try so hard to be
I want to laugh, in spite of what you’ve done to me
You keep reliving untruths that once were said
None of your thoughts leave, they just spin around in your head.
I tried so hard to be good for you.
I wasn’t perfect, but neither were you.
You hurt my hopes and crushed my dreams.
My future is without sight now, I have no means.
My spirit must find some other way
To make amends and take away
I have a dream without you now
My soul will soar upon the clouds
My life isn’t easy and you used to
Make each day easier to live through
But in your absence you must know
I have so much now,  I continue to grow
You held me back and I couldn’t see
How great this life would want me

I wish you were,
still just a human
to me.
I don't wanna look at you
and see poetry

You need to be forgiven,
for not being there for me.
Tell me how the situation,
the crisis that had.
was worth leaving your daughter,
to live without her dad.
Leave me swimmming in life's ocean,
every obstacle pulling me down.
Beacuse part of my family,
didnt wanna come around.
I can't say i know the reason,
for why you left me here.
I got told different answers,
to this day its still not clear.
Im asking you right now,
Because i need to know.
Why it was so easy,
for you to let me go.
Im not doing this for you,
Im forgiving you for me.
So i can become the woman,
Forgivness will help me be.

Always,        
          Tameica Hammick  10-13-10

sitting on the computer
not wanting to talk.
waiting for that moment
me and him go for a walk
he'll kiss me gently
and make sure im alright
i dont think i would do
anything to make us fight
when everything is perfect
do u wait for it to go wrong
hes all i think  about
like that stupid radio song.
maybe everything isnt okay
but he will convince me it will be
whenever hes around he is all i  see.
he makes me smile,
each and every day
although when hes gone
no happiness comes my way.


Always,
          Tameica Hammick

When you are sad, I will dry your tears.
When you are confused, I will comfort your fears.
When you need love, my heart I will share.
When you are sick, for you I will care.
You will feel my love when we are apart.
Knowing that nothing will change my heart.
when you are worried, I will give you hope.
When you are confused, I will help you cope.
When you are lost, and can't see the light.
My love will be a beacon shining ever so bright.
This is my vow, one that I pledge to the end.
For you above all, are always my best friend.
These words I have written, speak of my love for you.
From my lips these words spoken, shall always ring true.
God has blessed me, and with your hand in mine.
Both of our hearts, will forever intertwine.

A family without trust,
really isn't a family at all.
Whether they are close or not,
Theres still a big hole.
The trust has been dug out,
and lies have took it's place.
I think I should a pologize,
before it is to late.
Some things I have been involved in,
I know I cannot change.
the future I can't control,
or take back the things I say.
My body's bottled up,
with sad and awful things.
I can see it in my eyes,
but to them I look the same.

Always,
Tameica Hammick

Living  in this  hell,
we call "reality".
Watching time go by,
as evil's happening.
We go place to place,
with smiles on our faces,
knowing* that  everyone,
who passes you by,
their grins are just as fake.
Just as fake as their personalities,
for  everyone has something to hide.
Whether or not their smile is wide...

<3 Always,
             Tameica   **Hammick

I grabbed your hand,
and we went to explore.
I liked this world with you,
but im looking for more.
Im not a normal person,
I don't wanna go for a walk.
I wanna run really fast,
multitask, do more than talk.
This life is my journey,
not a carefully thought out plan.
I've made many mistakes,
and in life every person can.
Theres things I wanna accomplish,
and I intend to get there.
Although I am surrounded,
by people that couldn't care.
You're still holding my hand,
but now you wanna walk.
You don't realize what I want,
I guess we need to talk.
This world seems different now,
with you it doesn't feel right.
So im letting go of you,
like a kid flying a kite.
So anyone up for adventure?
and in life looking for more?
Grab my hand lets go,
I'm ready to explore.
We'll call it our journey,
our rollercoaster ride.
Going at it together,
and staying side by side.

Always,
Tameica Hammick

Let's play a game,
Truth or dare?
I'll go first,
But we gotta play fair.

If I picked truth,
and told you I cared.
Is that too much information,
I will have shared?

I dare you to say,
I meant nothing to you.
For only we know,
That I secretly do.

<3 Always,
    Tameica Hammick.

I don't know how,
I tried to know why.
But the more I tried,
the deeper I plunged.
Into the war,
within myself.

Tameica Hammick.

truth is my poems are legit.
I dare you to find one
that u don't like.
truth is ..

The hardest part of losing love
Is when the darkness overrides
everything u have worked to build up,
the feelings felt inside.
When the heartache comes
I'll drink until I rust.
only to one day not wake and see,
all that's left is dust.
An emotionless heart,
never felt more alive,
than in that deciding moment,
when it realized how to survive.