I can't grasp the words,
For the things I couldn't tell.
This can't be heaven,
Feels like I'm in hell.
The explosion in my chest,
Lit by destruction around me.
Felt inside a girl,
Whose emotions Will soon be free.
For nobody truly knows,
the anger kept within.
The ashes of a her heart,
Will bring her to an end.
she screams for help,
She screams for someone.
To come and save her,
But the damage has been done.
The explosion of her heart,
And the ashes are all that remain.
The last thing you will hear,
Is her blood dripping like rain.
You will never truly know,
What she couldn't tell.
She's not in heaven,
For earth is **hell.

Always,
  Tameica Hammick
               7-13-14

The days come to an end
With the sound of thunder above
But the emotions leave not with time,
They can't drown the feeling of love.
To wait what seems like forever,
But in truth is only a short time
To see that one special person,
A girl one of a kind.
And again feel a smile,
That can't be brought on by brothers or sisters,
But it comes back around
Once he's held held her and kissed her.
A joy which is not easy to find,
Which can't be replaced or found in an everyday place,
But like a bird to the warmth,
It finds it's way back to his face.

Fate will take a turn they all said
But now he lay with the blood spilt 'round
Wondering if he would finally be dead
If he would finally put himself in the ground
To take such a bright place
But turn it so dark
Something he never expected,
Would tear out his heart
His mind always in a constant race
His body in constant pain,
But what else is there to do
When it only hurts to stay?
When all the things he truly desires
Are all the things that hurt the most?
That push him towards the edge
And put his everything up on a post
To want nothing but to shut his eyes
And finally see it all end
To know that the only way to make it stop
Is to simply be dead
To finally see the rivers run red
And to fall into the eternal sleep
And never again will he feel his own heart
Drive a knife so deep
To live but not love
And never again to laugh
But only take his very soul
And watch it get ripped in half