How beautiful .
Your eyes I mean.
they can see the real and right past the fake.
Your eyes dreamy.
yet looking in them all i can think of is thoughts of lust.
Must you look at me that way eyes that say come ****.
How seductive.
Are you from a island ?
can you tell me.
where?
so I can meet a girl that has eyes just like them.
Well boys and girls wonder nomore I'm from a place like heaven where the sun never stops shinning and the waters warm. Where woman are queens draped in jewelry.  
Animals run freely.
But don't be content .
I'm homeless when there's no one to look upon .
That's when days grow long and lonely.
See I'm a strong believer that eyes are the window to the soul.
So lets gaze into each other eyes until there is nomore secrets, read me like an open book but as you turn the pages make sure your gentle.
you might just see my Skeltons.
**** it we all have sinned.
But unlike you I don't care who sees them.

Frustration the agony of being alone
Ever since you left there has been a empty space in my home.
Lost for words I find myself able to still say I love you.
Mom its been hell I never knew just how strong of a woman you were because you kept me sheltered.
Thanks that was your way of protecting me.
I remember being afraid of growing up not wanting to get old,My biggest worry now I'm slumped with worries,
not knowing where my help will come from so I treat people right just like you taught me.
being a big girl takes more then saying your grown.
I realize every day I'm growing.
I wish I had you here to hear you say change is coming.
I  tell you, shes brave and I'm trying to be just as brave .
Oh I talked to dave he's doing alright not drinking I guess he found the light.
I've changed too not that little **** that kept  on embarrassing you.
Not much to say I know your watching from heaven saying that's it she's finally getting it.

So thoughtful in the choice of his words not to hurt anyone feelings,
Why can't you stop beating around the bush.
So humble with everyone and thing always understanding things could be worst.
Why not see situation for what they are . ive come to realize that your the type of guy I can't stand your so one sided not letting my point of view in.
I just want to kick you . Telling you  how I feel is giving me a rush,
Better yet being with you is like having a rash one that you scratch until the skin cracks.
And your ******* cuddling drives stevie wonder to see,
to  be or not to be was the question whenever we were togather.
Your behavior was unbearable always complementing and asking of my welfare. Even if I told you I didn't care you would just try and fix it another one of your conversations about work it out .
So **** quite you could hear the **** birds cherp when asked any personal questions .

i know your pain i over dig your struggle. but you have to evaluate and seach your heart and do better .
men lie and so do women. that doesnt mean that  money only matters.
cause gods coming back to clean up this disaster.
remember your worth become something.
strength lies within you. you are beautiful. its something about you.
i to have a song to sing no longer have thoughts that no ones listening,
obama in chair that was a wonderful year the hood knew now they can do anything.
but it starts with you cant wait for another malcom or martin luther king, just keep your dream .

you wrote  me  a letter with you signature
in that letter was lines of lust. this lust was deep you talked about .. curves ,breast , lips
i read on and thought **** he moves me with so much passion i sworn it was because he loved me
because i was the only woman that feed him songs of freedom . freedom from the chains of pain
late nights of running through each others  minds.
you wrote  me a letter with your signature in that letter was lines of secrets you talked  about  your past i read on
then understood i couldnt be your little secret anymore. i would have to leave you alone you wrote me a letter with your signature in in that letter was lines of mysery the paper wet from your tears  and in bold letter was the reason why. you said the lost of compassion kept you up late. tossing and turning in bed. and that you havent ate .
you wrote me a letter  with your signature in that letter was lines of love. deep love that you wanted to experience. love that wasnt judging  but  forgiving . i read thet letter thinking we could have done better. grab my hand i can take you back to your begining when you and i were kings and queens
at the bottom was a p.s. stating that you have moved on.
and what we shared had been lost.
that time was wasted being with me. you needed space to breathe. and thats when i knew that the writing was not about me.

its like a summer day when i see your smiling face
who grabs my attention like you. that even i cant slow the pace of my heart rate
the taste of your lips rich wine that i can get drunk. and never become sober
its like a day in fall when you and i talk laughing until the tears run down , as the cool wind brushes against me
i look at you then say know that no one can take your place  you have established our relationship
and spring comes around when you and i lay in bed no *** just a simple how was your day? and i reply with a smile it was okay
sometimes winter days come  when we are mad and i cant seem to get through to you
cold touches strong winds of unkind words that ice my soul but none the less you are loved these are the seasons of us.

its like a summer day when i see your smiling face
who grabs my attention like you. that even i cant slow the pace of my heart rate
the taste of your lips rich wine that i can get drunk. and never become sober
its like a day in fall when you and i talk laughing until the tears run down , as the cool wind brushes against me
i look at you then say know that no one can take your place  you have established our relationship
and spring comes around when you and i lay in bed no *** just a simple how was your day? and i reply with a smile it was okay
sometimes winter days come  when we are mad and i cant seem to get through to you
cold touches strong winds of unkind words that ice my soul but none the less you are loved these are the seasons of us.