Frustration the agony of being alone
Ever since you left there has been a empty space in my home.
Lost for words I find myself able to still say I love you.
Mom its been hell I never knew just how strong of a woman you were because you kept me sheltered.
Thanks that was your way of protecting me.
I remember being afraid of growing up not wanting to get old,My biggest worry now I'm slumped with worries,
not knowing where my help will come from so I treat people right just like you taught me.
being a big girl takes more then saying your grown.
I realize every day I'm growing.
I wish I had you here to hear you say change is coming.
I  tell you, shes brave and I'm trying to be just as brave .
Oh I talked to dave he's doing alright not drinking I guess he found the light.
I've changed too not that little **** that kept  on embarrassing you.
Not much to say I know your watching from heaven saying that's it she's finally getting it.