Swirling in a typhoon
Never wanting to be still again
For i have never felt so alive
So captivated by this natural force
A rush
A truth
A powerful pull
A true love

I AM the divine centre of this typhoon
Consumed by its very existence
Wanting to forever dance along with him
To be entwined with him
This typhoon of love i call --
*my soulmate

10:38am Wednesday,  20th May,  2015.

I KNEW he loved me

For before he was gone

He turned back to look me at me one last time

With a longing look of not wanting to be separated from me, his one true love.

Yet he must go.

BUT His look MADE me know...  

That he is and will always be- all mine


12:30am Thursday 7 th may  2015

Spun in his web** of love,

Adoration,

Admiration,

Desire,

And Protection.

-by this eternal spider.


12:26am, Thursday, 7th May 2015

He kisses my lips tenderly.

He is a butterfly and I, his sweet nectar.  





12:21am, Thursday, 7th, may,  2015

DROWN* me in your love

     Fill me with joy

My dear RIvEr.  



12:19am,  Thursday, 7th May,  2015.

Drooping slowly

Yet Refusing to shut

They spring right back open

Wide as if shocked!

How she works diligently

Forgoing tranquility

I shut my eyes
                         I hold my breath
Jaws clenched
                         Nervous Mind
I expect a lesson



                    Instead, pull out confusion.
In an unwanted explosion of emotions.

10:57 pm . Monday 9th March, 2015.