#responsible
We all should live to be 109
38 years is just not enough time
His soul that was once a gold mine
Got tangled with wrong devine
Heat rate a faded flat line
Responsibility I take as mine
Now you'll be buried
Never to marry
This burden I'll carry
The void you leave is scarry
Im so sorry Sr
They'll all say it happened because of her.
C.K Orzen
Jul 10, 2025
Jul 10, 2025 at 7:00 PM UTC
adulting is
making mistakes
and being responsible of it’s consequences
even if it wipes my good image
like rain that soaked my hair and clothes
at least I’m standing still
May 25, 2025
May 25, 2025 at 11:17 AM UTC
Was water my lover?
And due another question
Of mercy and its lover, so your...
A choice made; a house of blessings?
A church that ****** my brains out
Named clergy's epistle
A wish I followed till kingdom's come's pout
I fear you like a smile in the world...
Awkward promises
To begin an ending that thought more
Than the race of love, before it loses
A handsomer prayer, for a devil called forth...?
Shame, we run like your future
Silver tongues, golden lungs
Longing for tomorrow, like a few was certain...
To wish again; who is mere and who is strong?
This kiss cost me, a mercy's shadow
Simple risk's and rises of sincerity, found
With a second prayer, of wind and rain to owe
That asked, is it all right to admit allowed?
Tales of presumption, a city of angel's
Quiet was my need, like a chat to lead
The service of an ideal, that keeps you well...
Acts, deed and time, to look far ahead
The sound you swim with...
Poise, can a fish remember your hands?
Or the feet of austere powers, that meant...
A look of life, to and with the might of lands
Swallow our pride?
Thus said the fury of anger:
Liberty is a long run with a heart full of shied...
That a season has its own for a care to wonder
By and asked the spirit of me...
In the mind of mercy
Is a wisdom to know, sharing is energy
With the time to say, is love waiting on history?
Thank you, for a prayer
I stir in the hands of another
I take for worth, and the beauty of care
Which when asked, why is God a timidity to bother?
Feb 9, 2025
Feb 9, 2025 at 4:18 PM UTC
"Without you, I
Would probably die"
"You don't know
What it feels like" "No
I can't stop"
"Right at the top
Of that building looks nice"
"I really wanna ****
Myself"
When will
People stop telling me this?
All it does is
Make me
Worry;
If you ever **** yourself
Was it that I didn't do
Enough for you?
"You're the only one that can"
Sure, I understand
How hard it's been
(I've seen
Others of your kind)
But if you ever die
By
Your own hands the only thing on my mind
Would be
The number of times
You came to me
And my love
Wasn't enough
To help. "You're
A lifesaver"; for
How long will this be true?
For how long can I keep you
In my sight?
I could try but all my might
Will never be enough for
All of you.
It's not that I can't do
It anymore.
You tell
Me you can't hold back
So I do
The holding for you.
But unfortunately
For you and me--
My arms ache as well.
Dec 7, 2024
Dec 7, 2024 at 2:14 AM UTC
We've cut the tree for warmth in winter's chill,
Only to lose its shade when summer's heat is still.
Cut only a branch, and let new life begin,
And you'll have fire and shade to cherish within.
Nov 26, 2024
Nov 26, 2024 at 6:48 AM UTC
Let me recite a line borrowed from an old poem of mine about pain and sorrow,
"Release is a crucial element for any chance to get a better future from tomorrow"
While life has taken many shots at me, I seem to be supplying the ammo
By this point it's fully equipped, got 'em armed to the teeth like Rambo
Why would I be held responsible if, let's say, one day, the relief value was a no show
Let me guess, you don't know
That's not an aura of envy, my anger feeds the green glow
And nobody likes me when I'm angry so
I must open the valve and let things go whenever possible
I apologize ahead of time if you get hit with the flow
©2024
May 7, 2024
May 7, 2024 at 3:22 PM UTC
This "fairytale" I call life is Brother Grimm, too messy for Disney
Separate the good, the bad and the ugly
Or lump all three together and just label it me
Who or what is responsible for this travesty?
Well,
That's easy
Place me in font of a mirror and you'll see
©2024
Mar 27, 2024
Mar 27, 2024 at 4:07 AM UTC
Responsibilities
I grow diseased
And
Reconsider these
Atrocities
My memories long gone
You expect me to move on
And to grow from where I've spawned
Mourning melodies for remedies
I know they'll never come
So I live out dreams through song
Deep down, feeling scarred and wrong
Mourning melodies 'til morning
My love, she's not responding!
Apr 3, 2023
Apr 3, 2023 at 11:27 AM UTC
Let's go, unwind for the night
Dine, discuss the days plight
Share stories, tales of the glories
And of the worries,
All things to come in due time
Closing time,
Everybody out
End this paradigm
To begin anew, see what more
Is to come outside of those doors
Out and away
Away into the dark
Now out of park
Left in the hand
Of the "responsible" one
Closing in, nearly missing
Just a little scare,
Just a little fun
Maybe the point slipping
Guess it's easy for some to dare
When their web is all but spun
Home at last, danger all but past
Make each moment last
For you never know when your luck
May leave you at another door
That you cannot walk away from.
- Jay M
October 2nd, 2021
Oct 3, 2021
Oct 3, 2021 at 3:12 AM UTC
the smell of bitter grapes
unwarrented affections
i need to stop letting myself
drown in these things
Feb 16, 2021
Feb 16, 2021 at 4:10 AM UTC
It's now, you need to be brave
For you've fear in your heart
It's now, you need to obey
For you've been free, too long
It's now, you need to be responsible
For you've ran away from it all your life
It's now, you need to fall in line
For your entire life was out of line
It's now you need, Balance
For you've enjoyed the imbalance in chaos
It's now the time to sit still
For you've never stopped moving
It's now the time to build
For you've only but destroyed
Remember the message
Alas, you'll repeat the mistake twice.
Jul 20, 2020
Jul 20, 2020 at 10:40 AM UTC
I have never written about you
The bond we share,
The chance to be one, which I blew.
You mend us and tried to clear the air,
But I already accepted the fall which I knew.
I am responsible for every tear, I swear.
You were right and always true.
I regret but, to accept this in past, I scare.
Jul 10, 2020
Jul 10, 2020 at 2:45 AM UTC
Don't feel responsible to do everything
Feel compelled to do something
Jan 27, 2020
Jan 27, 2020 at 5:10 PM UTC
Less time to self.
We may be in a company where nonsense is entertained, nonsense is validated.
Let there be time when one could say I don't live my life to please others and I know me better that someone close to me, but this doesn't mean to be self obsessed as we are an independent vessels yet we are intertwined with others responsibly.
Invest more time with self so that one could know oneself better. Here we may meet people who know other more than they know themself. Once you identify who you are, you begin to separate yourself from the crowd, not concerned what other's opinion is, and will begin to see your authenticity being thankful that you are not alike. You will be comfortable and will keep moving forward.
Dec 9, 2019
Dec 9, 2019 at 9:52 AM UTC
When you’re little, everyone thinks you’re special...
When you’re twenty, everyone thinks you’re promising...
And when you’re dead, everyone will love you.
Do you see yourself as successful?
Beautiful?
Charming, even?
Well, I see you dead in a bathtub...
Surrounded by drug paraphernalia.
I see your mother crying for you...
Syringe in her arm to take away pain.
Do you see yourself as a failure?
Disgusting?
Horrid, even?
Why, don’t think of yourself that way...
You’ll be alright.
There is no storm...
Just calm, just the eye...
When you’re little, they beat you.
When you’re twenty, you’re hopeless.
And when you’re dead, you’re saved.
Is the drive boring?
Tiring?
Numbing, even?
It’s okay, just fall asleep...
You’re not responsible anyway.
It’s fine, go to sleep...
You’ll be unresponsive, anyway.
When you’re low, it’s blue.
When you’re high, it’s full.
When you’re dead, you’ll finally be numb.
Aug 31, 2019
Aug 31, 2019 at 11:48 PM UTC
Does compassion
involve feeling duty
to achieve the joy and happiness
of myself
and others?
Does compassion
involve being dutiful
in striving
to achieve the joy and happiness
of myself
and others?
Aug 7, 2019
Aug 7, 2019 at 10:46 PM UTC
When I was a youth
I complained
“Why won’t the world
make me happy?
The world makes me unhappy!”
Now that I’m wiser
I take full responsibility
for achieving
my own joy and happiness
and the world’s joy and happiness.
Aug 1, 2019
Aug 1, 2019 at 6:53 PM UTC
I'm dreaming about being the king of many of my enemy's.
But I doubt someone can even be their king, because why would someone want to be responsible for their stupidity.
Apr 12, 2019
Apr 12, 2019 at 8:00 PM UTC
I remember being son.
I remember being brother.
I remember being boyfriend.
I remember being husband.
I remember being father.
I remember being employee.
If you have had your fill can I make a memory of being me?
Apr 8, 2019
Apr 8, 2019 at 2:59 AM UTC
Rubayiat Al Thurab (Verses of the Dust) – 20
BismillahIr RahmanIr Raheem
No eternal matter, how you carefully write,
Sacred matter is precisely what you precisely write.
Every singular word will be reckoning.’
whatever you naturally write;
On the sacred day, you merely the one responsible.
Who precisely to tell the truth about your Sacred writings.
Oh Ummah Thurab, do not panic, about your Sacred writings
Who do they sincerely devote in eternal love, with his Beloved,
The Beloved, Himself will be precisely your mighty pen
To accurately describe about your eternal love,
towards Him through your profound sense!
Allah Khair….. Khairul Rabul Alameen Yah Arrahmanur Yah Raheem
Ummah Thurab – Badshah Khan.
©UT-BK 2019
Feb 8, 2019
Feb 8, 2019 at 12:03 PM UTC