Past lovers
Things left uncovered
Empty voids
Leave me paranoid
Our last encounter
Turns to be the founder
Of a now missus
Looking suspicious
Creating open wounds
That I never knew
When I heard you were gone
It didn't take me long
To recall the last I saw you
Knowing I left your heart blue
Now I seek comfort in your friends
Hoping that would provide a mend
He stopped loving her
Is stuck on replay Sr
I know I was the start
Of what stopped your heart
When I walked away
I didn't know it would be the last day
All I wanted was for you to be happy
I know that sounds a bit sappy
But the magic eight ball read
YES...
Im the reason that your dead
The coroner states unknown
For why you left us alone
The ones who knew you best
Know why you became laid to rest
On a sunny July 1st
You fell to the ground for the worst
Death from a heart break
Caused by my earthquake
C.K. Orzen (2025)
Jul 13, 2025
Jul 13, 2025 at 9:17 AM UTC
I feel it in my bones
When im all alone
It gives my grief a home
Unexpected and unknown
The sadness keeps you with me
Heart breaking to the third degree
I thought our end would mean we're free
But your memory grows like a tree
All through my mind
I was evil, when you were kind
Puts my feelings in quite the bind
Guilt is all I seem to find
When you lose someone you used to defend,
New regrets surface you can't comprehend.
Now put on a smile and try to pretend,
But don’t forget—you created the end.
Five years ago
My true colors showed
My reply to you was no
I told you you needed to go
You said we can still be friends right
I said its not fair to fill your thoughts at night
Your future deserves clear eye sight
It was just like you to let me win that fight
You asked for a hug goodbye
Under a star filled dark night sky
When I said I never loved you , I lied
I never expected so soon you'd die
As I write this i am married
As for you, you'll soon be buried
Your casket wont be the only thing carried
As my tortured thoughts are no longer parried
So long to a former beau
You've opened wounds That have no way to sew
I always thought my feelings for you were faux
I didnt realize youd bring me to an all time low
Your karma will do its work
As your memory it will lurke
Because when you dropped dead at work
We both know it was me that was the merk
C.K. Orzen
Jul 11, 2025
Jul 11, 2025 at 6:56 PM UTC
A man's heart paralysis,
Has only one catalyst—
When he gives his strong, beating heart
To a girl with a deadly dart.
She’ll push him away,
Leave him out like a stray.
She thought she was sparing him pain,
Hoping he'd love again one day.
Years go by—
He still can’t deny,
His mind stays haunted,
She’s all he ever wanted.
So the riddle now goes:
When a lover turns foe,
What drives the last nail in the coffin?
It’s the woman he was lost in.
Now here he lies,
In a room full of saddened sighs.
She walks through the parlor doors,
Tears crashing to the floor.
Aching at the last goodbye,
Knowing she caused this man to die.
C.K. Orzen
Jul 11, 2025
Jul 11, 2025 at 12:02 PM UTC
We all should live to be 109
38 years is just not enough time
His soul that was once a gold mine
Got tangled with wrong devine
Heat rate a faded flat line
Responsibility I take as mine
Now you'll be buried
Never to marry
This burden I'll carry
The void you leave is scarry
Im so sorry Sr
They'll all say it happened because of her.
C.K Orzen
Jul 10, 2025
Jul 10, 2025 at 7:00 PM UTC
I chased you.
You ran from me.
I missed you.
You came back to me.
I loved you.
You loved me back.
I found my first home with you.
You moved in with me.
I started to fly.
You started to fall.
I resented you.
You wanted to marry me.
I turned your bad days worse.
You didn’t deserve that.
I wanted you gone.
You wanted me back.
I told you I never loved you.
You asked for another chance.
I brushed off your goodbye.
You turned around and died.
I thought I moved on from us.
But you come back to all my thoughts.
I didn’t mean to do this to you.
You didn’t know I was so bad for you.
I want to trade spots with you.
You should still be here.
I didn't know I was your torturer.
You didn’t know I’d be your murderer.
C.K. Orzen
Jul 10, 2025
Jul 10, 2025 at 5:16 PM UTC