#nevermind
before i knew it
the pink shatters
the filter of gold disappears
her curves, bittersweet and angular
unlike what i thought before
her soft voice
now sickly
coarse with demand
how come
i never noticed it before?
must have been
the tears blocking my vision
i think he's noticed it too
nevermind.
Oct 7, 2021
Oct 7, 2021 at 12:39 PM UTC
i was gonna type a really good poem here
but then i forgot what I was going to type
so never mind
Nov 12, 2020
Nov 12, 2020 at 8:03 PM UTC
when in the wilderness, then the portal seems so long and wide
no matter how heavy the distance is, let go of your deepest sigh ...
at the signal of the time, the wounded mind will exhile in the heart and heal any sore!
because for every success is worth the celebration!
no matter how big or small
even when the lines are not rhyming anymore!
do not be afraid, do not be discouraged, do not let your words slip,
express how you feel by looking up or kneeling.
and when you hold your pen and its loose ink ...
kindly convey your thoughts to a lifetime place that can grow around different corners!
someday,
howsoever ...
selfishness can correct the colorless mixture of fire and water
covered by heaven and Earth
and made thru the collision of Love and hatred
until a massive light fades, and obscures the limit of fading views
Oct 23, 2020
Oct 23, 2020 at 2:14 AM UTC
Tune In
And believe in
The possibilities
Even if
Living in
The land of
Uncertainity
And that is everything
Mar 6, 2020
Mar 6, 2020 at 11:53 AM UTC
Plenty thoughts cost
A Piece of Mine
loose change to A lost
peace of mind
Sep 14, 2019
Sep 14, 2019 at 5:03 PM UTC
"I-"
-
a hesitation
an inhale,
an exhale
one word
and then the silence
-
"Nevermind."
Mar 29, 2019
Mar 29, 2019 at 9:46 AM UTC
I love you.
But nevermind.
Like nobody I ever loved before.
Stronger than I ever loved.
But nevermind.
You deserve my love.
Every lovegram of it,
You deserve.
Everything.
And anything that I can give.
And everything that I could give.
If I only knew that on time…
If you could only keep that on your mind…
It would be too much
Love and understanding
For you to (under)stand.
And I wouldn’t have no love left for nobody else.
I’ll learn to love the others
By loving you from far.
Like I always somehow did.
I always had you in my dreams.
Before I knew you.
I had you.
Before I knew you.
I had you.
But I can’t have you now.
Nevermind.
I’ll just shape another one
Towards you.
I’ll enjoy it.
And you.
Again.
Don’t ask me how.
Never mind.
Jan 14, 2019
Jan 14, 2019 at 10:02 AM UTC
your honey and milk skin
against my lips
wait, nevermind
i’m just daydreaming again
Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 10:45 PM UTC
Nevermind....
Forget about this soul grind...
So much wasted energy on songs about stars..
So much imagination seep through these light scars..
Nevermind....
Was I so blind...?
I can't believe I created fractals of shadows and light for you..
I was blind and never saw things true..
Nevermind....
No more sad darkness, just shine..
I am free from all of this sadness..
I have found my way through all of this madness..
Nevermind....
Some of the time..
That I set aside for you..
I am one in my mind now and no longer two..
Nevermind....
I no longer feel confined..
Thank you for not missing me..
And showing me what I needed to see..
Nov 5, 2018
Nov 5, 2018 at 5:57 PM UTC
Would it really have mattered if
still, today, every day,
I told you you're in my
Hopes and Dreams? Unending
Even if I was the one who ended it?
Even if I was the one who walked
away and set you all free? No,
I didn't let you go, I never did
But you can't have me, and have you
tethered to me; no, my reasoning so
I could tell you only if you'd ask
Nevermind - that's all in the past
it doesn't matter now, that was years
ages ago in Love's time, the 'us' that's
just you and him now, and me alone
Stuck, but you know, I had to let you go
You deserved so much more than just
an every day disappointment such as
myself - yes, you deserve life, I only
Ever offer a small and slow death.
Oct 6, 2018
Oct 6, 2018 at 5:02 AM UTC
I thought the sun was yellow, sky was clear
Nevermind
I thought you would get me out of here
Nevermind
I thought words were more than black on white
Nevermind
I thought that everything would be alright
Nevermind
I don't know where the time went
You changed, became indifferent
Forever will without warning pass you by
And you never paused to tell me why
You said I was the one you hoped you'd find
Nevermind
I thought the night was black, and clouds were white
Nevermind
I thought you came to turn on the light
Nevermind
I thought you accepted me for who I am
Nevermind
I thought I´d never feel this way again
Nevermind
Jul 21, 2018
Jul 21, 2018 at 6:48 PM UTC
Nevermind what I said,
all those years ago, leaning into you with the soft gravity of love.
Nevermind where we were,
even though it's just a few feet away from me right now.
Forget the way it was said,
the words uttered low, sweet to your ears, almost tangibly yours.
Forget the way it made you feel,
each syllable serenading your jilted senses.
Please take away the memory,
tear from me the double edged recollections
of you.
May 30, 2018
May 30, 2018 at 1:39 PM UTC
a certain morning stiffness
in your joints
you find your face
in the bathroom mirror
and wish you hadn't
the puzzled wisdom
of middle age
wavers from your eyes
deepening wrinkles
of many laughs
many frowns
how many more?
nevermore ?!
the room becomes aflutter
with poesque ravens
the presence of absences
fills the void
your life is on the brink
of deconstructing itself
to the periphery of the universe
a discourse of silence
forever becoming ... becoming ...
what...?
nevermind!
so
you close your eyes
hard
for a minute or two
when you look again
you meet the stare
of a not-so-bad-looking
man in his best years
graying sideburns
receding hairline
20 pounds too many
BUT
a firm decision
to work them off
still a bit sleepy
yet determined
to shave
get dressed
have breakfast
and teach
that wonderful seminar
on 19th century poetry
to eager graduate students
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 4:44 PM UTC
You didn't stop me then, You can't stop me now.
Mar 7, 2018
Mar 7, 2018 at 11:41 PM UTC
Sinking through the bathroom floor
Lying in my own thoughts
Maybe they're tears
I don't know the difference anymore
Covered in disgust for myself
Or maybe it's *****
The worlds out of focus
Or maybe the rooms shaking
Never mind, that's just me
Falling through the floor
Being caught over and over in a web of regret
Am I the spider or its pray?
Blood, and ***** pouring down the drain
Silence fills the bathtub
It's raining,
never mind, that's the shower
The waters salty
Never mind, it's red
All this time,
Waiting to feel anything besides my thoughts
Why does it hurt so bad?
Dec 6, 2017
Dec 6, 2017 at 4:14 PM UTC
I dont give a ****
I dont give a ****
I didn't really wanted to have that
I didn't even liked that person
Nevermind me
These are the words I say to hide my weak self
I don't want to claim anything
For I am always afraid
Afraid to love
and to lose that love
Afraid to want
and never getting it
Afraid to chose
and at the end not to be chosen
I don't attach myself to anything
To not get hurt
At the end no one did hurt me
But still
Yes, I am not hurt
But I am lonely
Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 9:25 AM UTC
dregs of untruth catches on,
endangering trust.
nandemonaiya.
distraction, destruction.
erring thoughts and emotions.
nevermind.
020617
Feb 5, 2017
Feb 5, 2017 at 12:52 PM UTC
stumble down the hall
in the rain of mercury
where the astronauts roam
and the apothecary dances
free
help me to my room
through the skulls
that have piled in the corner
with the cat and her
troupes, wait,
forget the
former
Im a little hazy
little dumb and can't
quite find the **** of
the drum or the key
and the bird over there
is looking at me
nevermind
you can leave
I'll make my home among
these things, its crazy and cold
and ****** and bold
but I think it could be
home.
Nov 7, 2016
Nov 7, 2016 at 1:20 AM UTC
I don't want to kick the hornets nest
But I am felling quit depressed
And begaining to get awful distressed
There is things I need to express
Because my chest is really compressed
I know it's from all the stress
It will be hard for you to digest
But I have to get this off my chest
This problem must be addressed
I think it is for the best
That all of it is confessed
I know after I tell you, me you'll detest
But maybe that's for the best
Oooh never mind
I'll just keep these hornets in their hive
And stay in the shadows and hide
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 11:29 AM UTC