Rain reminds me of all the tears
I'm too afraid to shed
And all the times I rejected you
By closing my heart and head.
You're there no matter what I say even when what I said-
Might have made you wish that you hadn't died in my stead.
But all the same,
Through thick and thin
You came back time and time again
And that is why I ask forgiveness for my failures and my sin.
I can't do this on my own
So help me to remember
That when I fall and break my heart-
Your love is great, your eyes are bright,
Your embrace is calm and tender.
So let it rain and let me cry.
Take away my fear so I-
Can learn to trust in who I am.
In who I am
In you.
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 11:34 PM UTC
little as i am--
there are things smaller still
but as I think this through
My Cranium Grows LARGER
AS BIG AS I AM--
I AM STILL
small
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 2:17 PM UTC
If home is where the heart is
And you find yourself on the streets
I’d be glad to break my heart in half
So that you could have a piece
I’ll give you my whole guest room
It’s down the hall from my arteries
I’ll give you food and oxygen
Even take a house key if you need
I hope that you enjoy your stay
And accept my offerings
I don’t care when or where you go
Just so long as you don’t leave
My mind is a repulsive place
You might be better off on the street
Than swimming through my synapses
And believing what you see
The world outside my beating heart
Is more dangerous than you think
So please leave good enough alone
And promise not to leave
Finding out the truth about
Who I claim to be
Could end up being worse for you
Than it ever was for me
Nevertheless I’d dare to love
You are so dear to me
But no matter what you’d do or say
I would never set you free
My blood type is B negative
And no matter what I do
I’ll never be an optimist
Or anything like you
I’m offering you a part of me
So now you have to make
A choice to enter my home and take my heart
Or choose to let it break
So if I give you this bit of myself
I’ll need you to promise me
Not to stray too far from home
Or ever try to leave
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 10:43 AM UTC
glass half empty or half full?
why do we even ask at all?
all this thinking takes its toll
on our society of analysis
anti-action and paralysis
it really is a dangerous thing
overphilosophizing i mean
we've fallen victim to the allure
of thinking that we can cure
anyone anything and or any problem
with enough thinking tinkering and or solving
but truly there's really got to be
more to cure the modern malady
of paradoxes and dichotomies
and meta-epistemologies
we've come too far for us to merely be
just because i think we think
if i can really only see
what's standing right in front of me
once it's gone to the periphery
then i'm positive that we'll all have been
over inacting and underachieving
for far far too long
we think too much and do too little
it's not like it's a test or a riddle
we write creeds and manifestos
but there's no credence manifested
if we don't give precedence
not to kings queens or presidents
but to becoming a society-
a people who won't go quietly
whose thoughts and bright ideas
suddenly begin to coalesce
into lives being lived
to the absolute fullest
we need something more
we need a paradigm shift
made from something much more sure
than a philosopher's two cents
but if we don't act now
if we procrastinate and wait
our dreams will just be dreams
and tomorrow will be too late
so then-
if you don't mind
instead of stopping just to analyze and think
i think i'll take that half of a glass
and maybe take a drink
Oct 6, 2017
Oct 6, 2017 at 7:07 PM UTC