Some power you have.
Trailing your arms around me,
Flinging your legs over me.

I don't like this dynamic
You're on a power trip
And I'm the wire
Carrying the current
Without that,
        Worthless.

It says something
You've said something.
Minimal time to spare to me, huh.
I feel played.

You went for a trip
And I chatted to new friends
Exclaimed "You haven't met her yet! Tragedy!"
Upon your return
You barely spared me a word
As if hanging out with me was doing me a favour.
As if catching up was a chore.

Sorry that my life isn't all sparkly and wonderful as yours has been
Lifting you up to heights where you can scoff down at me
Sorry I'm writing angry poetry
I'll probably be embarrassed of this later
I know a moment passes.

I don't think you understand the hell hole I'm staring out of right now
I know you'll mock my perspective,
Positivity being key,
But don't act like you're above me when you do it.
If you had this pain maybe you'd understand the difficulty of your suggestion.
If you had this pain.

I feel like I'm standing in a car park
Watching the journey I've been on
Thinking:
****, my car's been stolen,....
But oh,
I didn't actually drive it here.