Feeling shame
I hate the real
Cruel heart
Turned inward
Facing outward
Shame inside
Disapproving stare
Don't look
Deep in this heart
Shallow thinking
Shame covering
Me
False pride
Interrupting
My mind
Forgets
My name
I hate this feeling
Hiding in my mind
Digging through the trap
I've laid
Down today
The list on yellow pads
Wonder ing
Will my stripping
Down
Cover me
Stuck in the
Root of the problem
Heart