When the night falls, I became the Knight
Having a war within me, I battled hard
To stay loyal
To be awake

Trying to forget all the unnecessary
Even a past ‘anniversary’
Trying to get a peace of mind
Answers to questions I’ll never find

Count my forth, sixth
Maybe the eighth time of crying in the day
I heard what people say
In the nights, they’re my days, I just lay

The bed feels warmer than my body’s temperature
Like a child so immature
I’m curled up in the blanket never have I ever felt so uncomfortable before
I haven’t learned to forgive myself

Losing control of myself
In this space I called home
I’m no longer here, I’ve misplaced
My heart,
Stay loyal