What if one morning I wake up screaming
What if what morning I'm not there
Sitting next to you in my chair

If I see the chance to wreck I'm going to mess it up real good
If I see the Chance I'm going straight through the hood
I hope I wreck so I never see your face again
Man wouldn't that be nice
I'd probably break my neck again
Like the first time I saw you
The heaviest glance

I  the man
did it just like the movies
right where you use to sit
I  the man
went
and I  the man realized
that this
this moment my life had lead me to
was in fact
not a movie
but a chance
to become a new me

I  the man
now see

Most these days
I fill my mouth
With ***** and smoke
Just To get you out

With every cup
And every puff
I hope to taste
Less of love

with every cough
And every sip
I know I’ll feel
Less if it

What if my lyrics aren't good enough for you
What if I put myself in a song and you don't listen
I could catch you with a melody or a key change
But I want it to be heard in the words that I say
Please find some sort of meaning in my words my darling

Until I sing to you I will understand

This is no story
This is just a plead
So please
Listen and hear
These words that I bleed

I could catch you with a melody or a key change
But I want it to be heard in the words that I say
Never again will it be said this way
Please find some sort of meaning in my words my darling

Until I sing to you
Please remember me
And these words that have been sung
Will never be heard the same

Write yourself a lullaby
take your thoughts
and say goodnight
get in bed
close your eyes
and write yourself
a lullaby

I don't look for the future
because I see what has past
they'll soon discover time travel
and i'll be the first to ask

They asked me for a reason
and when I said the season
they looked at me
like falling means anything to them

See they made a science
but all I hear is silence
so please
please just take me back

I'll wake up in the morning
and be right next to you
i'll whisper oh so softly
and just enjoy the view
knowing that you
were made for me

I won't get my hopes up just in case they fail
i'll get a job and grow up
and live this little hell
but believe
i'll be the first to ask
and we will
fall in to the past
and we will
fall in love at last

I wrote you a song
I know I wrote you one
I worked on it yesterday  
it was beautiful
I know it was
it was you
in my words
but I can't find it
and that hurts

thinking about not existing makes
my head warm and want to cry
but being here any longer
makes me wonder what its like to die
im not unhappy
I'm just not happy

If I were an ice cream
I'd be melted
left on the floor
***** and stepped in

I use to be sweet
so full of taste
now I just melt
such a sweet waste

when you see me
do not stop
I'll ruin your clothes
and stink up your mop

if I were an ice cream
id be melted
but don't feel bad
its better than what I felt then