I shall leave this place in a flash of flames,
Representing my life,
Chaotic, destroying everything in its path. 
I'm so tired of fighting with this wrath,
Forgetting how to even laugh.
Breathing is so heavy,
Heartbeat so unsteady,
Feeling like I'm dying already.
Wondering why my mind is plotting to **** me?
Holding me hostage, I'm losing the will to live.
Wondering is there anymore life can give?
Leaving my family, I could not forgive.
I shall hold on for them,
They need me to stay,
And I need them,
One day I will find my way.
Though this hill feels so unsteady,
I think I'm ready,
To submerge myself in freedom,
And douse myself in recovery.
My smiles are now crafted from 100% genuine origin,
No longer artificially made,
For I am healing my mind.