He’s been on my mind
They say that time heals all wounds but
He’s been on my mind for so long
Thought that I was done
I didn’t want to fall in love
I’ve learnt my lesson from ‘the one’
Your golden eyes are holding mine
Like I never thought I could be
Held like that
Held like that
And then you smile with those summer eyes
And I’m shining like
I didn’t know I could
Know I could
And it’s 3am and the thought keeps ringing
I can’t wait till I see you again
Don’t know what I’ll say
I’m afraid
I’ll want you to stay
Golden eyes to chase me from sleep
Maybe this is all it is
So I thank you for the dream
I lay and I watch wall flowers like they’ve watched me
Catch the moment
Feel it set you free
You’ve been on my mind
I try to stop myself reaching for you
You’ve been on my mind
On top of all his memories
I know I can trust you
But I don’t trust falling again
I can see you falling for me too
I play it over in my mind
Your gentle touch,warm by my side
Didn’t think I’d be okay like that
I’m ok like that
All the fear I’ve learnt from men
I forget when I’m in your hands
Like I never thought I could
Ever do
And it’s 3am and the thought keeps ringing
I can’t wait till I see you again
Don’t know what I’ll say
I’m afraid
I’ll want you to stay
Golden eyes to chase me from sleep
Maybe this is all it is
So I thank you for the dream
I lay and I watch wallflowers like they’ve watched me
Cath the moment
Feel it set you free
And I’m not doubtless
Is this all too soon?
Am I still too bruised?
Is what’s left of me
Enough for us?
Enough for you?
And it’s 3am and the thought keeps ringing.
One of the most treasured things you’ve ever said to me is that you never regretted kissing me that night. I wrote this at 3am, just after you left, that very first time.